not fair

I cant come unless she kiss me
I dont know, her voice is saying that she miss me
Rolling with that .450
While they want to send me under ****ing six feet
I cope how they want, yeah Ill keep the safe off
Never out in public, cause they talk
Got a taste, got me shell-shocked
Drive me to hell in a drop-top
Uh, drive me to hell in a drop-top
I need you to save me before I **** up and go too far
I hate that you blame me for the things that I cannot control
Im out here tryna make it work for us, its too much
On my plate, got it all at stake
Say you hate me now, but you at my place
Tell me lies, tell me that its all okay
Tell me why you love me, even if its fake
Its not fair
No matter what, Im still gon be here
Its hard for me to show you I care
Crashing my precious, dyin
Better off, better off dead
You dont wanna come around here
Its hard for me to show you I care
I wanna be myself, but Im too scared
Yeah -yeah, Im too scared
Even if it isnt real, I wanna hear it (Oh, Oh)
Pour my heart out, on the floor and now its leaking (Oh, Oh)
Spent two- thousand on an F&N, dont make me squeeze it
I dont care if it was all pretend, they wanna feel it
M.O.B, cause if I lose it, are you leaving? (M.O.B)
Bitch, you dont love me, thats a lie, I dont believe it (Nah, nah)
Money make these bitches go insane, yeah, I done seen it (Oh, no)
I dont wanna hear it anymore, if you dont mean it
(I dont want, I dont want)
Dont wanna fall too deep
Trust issues, its too hard to give you all of me
Love isnt what you see and what you want it to be
I want you, but I just cant give you all of me
Its not fair
No matter what, Im still gon be here
Its hard for me to show you I care
Crashing my precious, dyin
Better off, better off dead
You dont wanna come around here
Its hard for me to show you I care
I wanna be myself , but Im too scared
Yeah-yeah, Im too scared