18 Days

It's been 18 days since I'd look at myself
I don't wanna have to change if I don't then no one will
Is it my state of mind? Or is it just everything else?
I don't wanna have to be here, I don't understand you now
'Cause it's been 18 days since I first held you
But to me it feels just like, it feels like a lifetime
I'm trying not to rearrange but some say it's the hardest thing to do
That's another 18 days without you
Time after time I've been through this
You showed me what it means to live
You gave me hope when I was hopeless
As my days fade to nights, I remember that state of mind
I'm soaring straight into your heart and I'll fly
'Cause it's been 18 days since I first held you
But to me it feels just like, it feels like a lifetime
I'm trying not to rearrange, some say it's the hardest thing to do
But that's another 18 days without you
And I know what they say about all good things
Will they come to an end?
But I'll fight this time so that we might
Have a chance at this
' Cause it's been 18 days since I'd look at myself
I don't wanna have to change, if I don't then no one will
'Cause it's been too many days since I first held you
But to me it feels just like, it feels like a lifetime
I'm trying not to rearrange some say it's the hardest thing to do
But that's just too many days without you
And I know what they say about all good things
Will they come to an end?
But I'll fight this time so that we might
Have a chance at this