Stuck

Yeah
Smoke a little weed, smoke a little weed
煙霧繚繞，輕輕啜吸
Ive been feelin low
在漂浮的世界裡慢慢下沉
Pressure in my head, lay awake in bed
腦海裡沉如千斤，躺在床上依舊清醒
Im against the rose
我撕下玫瑰的花瓣
Been tryin to recover but nothin I do works
試圖掩飾我的慌張，卻只是徒勞
Cause hidin under the covers is only makin it worse
躲在面具下，只會讓一切更加糟糕
Im stuck
我困住了
Think this is growin up
或許這就是成長吧
Too much is on my mind, always on my mind
被填滿的心事甕，沉重地壓在心口
Need a little space
快要喘不過氣，我需要一些空間
Spend my days alone, cant get off my phone
獨自度過每一天，和手機形影不離
Nothing goes my way
一切都脫離了正軌
Miss all of my friends and barely can file my taxes
想念著和朋友度過的時光，卻被沉重的稅債打回現實
Im halfway through my twenties
20歲的我在半途迷了路
Like, how the hell did this happen?
生活為何會走到這一步
Im stuck
我困在成長的牢籠
My life is in a rut
生活變得一團糟
And Ive been hopin these doors might open
多希望上帝能為我打開門
And Ill be running from this place, free
給我自由，讓我逃離這個壓抑的地方
Constant pacing; this time, Im wasting
生活的步伐越來越快，讓我望塵莫及
I cant control these emotions in me
我無法控制這些複雜難過的情緒
Growin up
這就是成長吧
I think Ive seen better days, its gettin tough
我相信我會慢慢變好，度過所有困境
Always tryna seem like Im okay
總是假裝自己過得很好
Im growin up
我在慢慢長大
Whatever that means, anyway
成長意味著什麼
I dont know enough
我還不完全明白
Im just growin up
我只是在長大
Girlfriend wanna chill, girlfriend wanna chill
女孩們想要變得了不起
Ive been workin late
我也在不停努力
I dont got no time, workin all the time
所剩的時光已經無幾，日夜兼程我馬不停蹄
Too much on my plate
我有太多事情，讓我手忙腳亂
And I dont wanna fail, Im bringin myself stress
我只是不想失敗，承受著壓力不斷前行
I cant sit on my sofa, Im lost and depressed
不能再在沙發里消磨時光，陷入迷失和消沉
And stuck
讓自己困於桎梏
I cant say that enough
我不能怨天尤人
Anxiety is high, I cant even lie
壓力堆積如山，也不能讓謊言說出口
Im not doin great
因為我做的還不夠好
Dishes in the sink, think I need a drink
水槽裡的碗還沒有洗，或許我需要先喝一杯
They gon have to wait
其他事情只能留到之後
Stay inside my room that nows become a prison
一個人呆在房間裡，狹窄的空間彷彿監獄
I hate these four walls, but only feel safe in em
我討厭這些壁壘，卻只有這裡讓我安心
Im stuck
我深陷泥潭
But no one gives a ****
卻沒有人伸手拉住我
And Ive been hopin these doors might open
我多希望有人為我打開前路的門
And Ill be running from this place, free
我一定會逃離這裡，重獲自由
Constant pacing; this time, Im wasting
不停加快步調，哪怕只是徒勞無功
I cant control these emotions in me
我無法控制住自己的小情緒
Growin up
長大很難
I think Ive seen better days, its gettin tough
我相信我會慢慢變好，一切困難都即將過去
Always tryna seem like Im okay
一直努力讓自己看起來很好
Im growin up
我正在長大
Whatever that means, anyway
成長意味著什麼
I dont know enough
我還不完全明白
Im just growin up
我只是在長大
Growin up
漸漸長大
I think Ive seen better days, its gettin tough
我相信我會慢慢變好，一切困難都即將過去
Always tryna seem like Im okay
一直努力讓自己看起來很好
Im growin up
我在慢慢長大
Whatever that means, anyway
不管成長意味著什麼
I dont know enough
雖然我還不完全明白
Im just growin up
但是我已經開始長大
Growin up
慢慢長大