Where I Want To Be

Who needs a dream?
Who needs ambition?
Whod be the fool
in my position?
Once I had dreams
Now theyre obsessions
Hopes became needs
Lovers possessions
Then they moved in
oh so discreetly
Slowly at first
Smiling so sweetly
I opened doors
They walked right through them
Called me their friend
I hardly knew them
Now Im where I want to be
and who I want to be
and doing what I always said I would
and yet I feel I havent won at all
Running for my life
and never looking back
in case theres someone right behind
to shoot me down and say he always knew Id fall
When the crazy wheel slows down
Where will I be?
Back where I started
Dont get me wrong
Im not complaining
Times have been good
Fast, entertaining
But whats the point
If Im concealing not only love
but all that Im feeling
Now Im where I want to be
and who I want to be
and doing what I always said I would
and yet I feel I havent won at all
Running for my life
and never looking back
in case theres someone right behind
to shoot me down and say he always knew Id fall
When the crazy wheel slows down
Where will I be?
Back whereI started
Where will I be?
Back where I started