Why So Serious

[Verse 1]
It all started yesterday, and now I cant think about nothing
Is it real, I know this cant be heaven sent
Wish I could dream it all away
And now all I need is a drug
That can help me make it through another day
Maybe its just me it wont let me be
And I dont really know what it is that keeps bothering me
But Im saying
[Hook]
(Why me?)
I wanna know how it is
To see the sun shining
Even when it isnt
(Why me?)
I dont wanna know how it is
To hear me say its all love when it isnt
(Why me?)
I wanna know how it feels to hear you laughing in my ear
(Why me?)
I dont wanna know how it feels if you didnt cheer
How can he handle this
Too many damages
He hit the nail on the head
But never knew right where the hammer was
Dont think so loud dont let them hear you scream
Baby its even bigger than it seems
[Verse 2]
Now, now, now crazy is an act alike
Getting better in the after life or maybe not
Maybe I can ask her why the normality passed me by why when Im a titan
Continue to breathe it dependent on people to get my mental state
Am I meant for this?
The Christian Krizz just have to wait
Pictures getting clearer it aint me in the mirror
See its that other nigga only his egos bigger
And hell pull the tigger when I usually hesitate
And hell go on em when Im steadly saying wait
Now Im just a shell of myself
I dont want anybodies help
Maybe I do maybe I do this for you
This is my own hell
Is there a bottle some kind type posion that can end it
A different god I can pray to
Some type of doctor to fix it
Maybe its just me it wont let me be
And Im to helpless, I guess
[Hook]
(Why me?)
I wanna know how it is
To see the sun shining
Even when it isnt
(Why me?)
I dont wanna know how it is
To hear me say its all love when it isnt
(Why me?)
I wanna know how it feels to hear you laughing in my ear
(Why me?)
I dont wanna know how it feels if you didnt cheer
How can he handle this
Too many damages
He hit the nail on the head
But never knew right where the hammer was
Dont think so loud dont let em hear you scream
Maybe its even bigger than it seems
[Verse 3]
How big is the fight in me
Frightfully fighting night to be day
Im wishing that wifey would knife me for spiteful things that I say
Excuse me for thinking this way, Im a little bit pessimistic
They sending blessing this way I guess I must of missed em
See my teary eyes through my Ray-Bans
Turning off the world and still looking for some amens
The girlies pee-pee when they see me, fans , they dance
Look in the mirror wanna see me
Heres their chance
(Speaking)
Hope you like what you see
Okay
Hope you like what you see
Why me
Kali Baby
Okay