misery

[LIL CURSE]
現在剩下的就只有我所說的我的那顆心
What is now left what I now call my heart
M狗把它拿走了，還把它撕碎了
***** done took it and teared it apart
現在我用這些來替換這部分
Now Im taking these ***** that replaces that part
現在我用這些來替換這部分
Cant go looking to ford cant remember off bars
當我看著指引我走向死亡的星星
As I look at the stars that now guide me to death
該面對我的墳墓了
Cant find what is left
找不到剩下的東西
I need a whole script now come give me them meds
我需要吃藥，就是現在
Release all this stress that is inside of my head
釋放我頭腦裡的所有壓力
Cant undo what is said
不能收回剛才說的話嗎？
All of the things that Ive done
我做過的所有事情
Cant get me out of the problems Im on
不能幫我擺脫現在的困境嗎
***** they worry the *****
他們擔心的M狗
They want me to give for the love
他們要我為愛付出
Stain boy gotta white shirt with a clip full of lead
污漬男孩的白襯衫上夾滿了鉛
Ill unleash one clip now my shirt all red
現在我要打開一個夾子，我的襯衫都是紅色的
Been left 4 dead these pills a mess Ill see the end
把這些藥弄得一團糟，那就等著瞧吧
[YUNG $URGE]
我現在在做什麼
The **** am I doing right now
被困在我的房間裡，trynna抱著我流眼淚，因為我的生命處於恐懼之中
Stuck in my room trynna hold all my tears cuz my life is in fear
和我那哥們喝啤酒，我的未來還不明朗
And my futures unclear drinking all of this beer with my dude Lucifear
把刀片壓在我的皮膚上
Pressing the blade on my skin
留下即將消失的笑容
Cuts that are leaving a grin
我的眼睛看到了
My eyes that are seeing back then
我所希望的幸福
A happiness that Im wishing
從他的洞穴裡爬出來
Yung $urge creeping out of his cave
是的，我將戰勝這痛苦
Yes Ill fight through this pain
應該停留在我的巷子裡嗎
Time to face in my grave
我正處於抑鬱中
Should of stayed in my lane
我無法面對的事情
My depression contained
想要進入地獄之門
Something I can not face
Trynna獨自戰鬥
Reaching for the hells gates
我的靈魂在哪裡
Trynna fight on my own
我一個人很高興
Where is my soul
但我怎麼知道
I'm happy alone
如果明天我會被絞死，我會遠離我的家
But how should I know
What if tomorrow I hang by a rope and Im leaving my home