I know just where to cut, I never really was
我知道從哪下手但我從未是
One to refrain from drawing blood
一位想要避免傷害之人
Typically my own , in ways that don't quite show
通常我自己以不太明顯的方式
Surrounded by love, yet alone
被愛所包圍但卻又孤獨
I'm afraid, that all I am is fake
我害怕著我的一切都是虛假
Pretending I'm not out of place or burning with self-hate
假裝我不是不合適不是自怨自艾
Forever missing yesterday but can never stay
永遠思念昨天卻永遠不能停留
Present, drift away
現在只能離開
Allow myself to rust, my heart collecting dust
讓自己老去自己的心滿是灰塵
My mind keeps repeating 'you're not enough'
腦子不斷重複著“你遠遠不夠”
It has me by the throat, a death grip stranglehold
它扼住我的喉嚨扼殺了我的生命
I fear it's the last thing I'll know
恐怕這是我知道的最後一件事
I'm afraid, that all I am is fake
我害怕著我的一切都是虛假
Pretending I'm not out of place or burning with self-hate
假裝我不是不合適不是自怨自艾
Forever missing yesterday but can never stay
永遠思念昨天卻永遠不能停留
Present, drift away
現在只能離開
Is there a hole inside my brain
是否我腦中有洞呢
Pulling every thought into a negative space?
把想法都拉進消極空間
A gravity I can't escape
重力我無法逃避
Weighted my head to a pillow for days
它把我頭壓在枕頭上
But I still won't say
但我依舊不會說出
I'm afraid, that all I am is fake
我害怕著我的一切都是虛假
Pretending I'm not out of place or burning with self-hate
假裝我不是不合適不是自怨自艾
Forever missing yesterday but can never stay
永遠思念昨天卻永遠不能停留
Present, drift away
現在只能離開
I'm afraid, that all I am is fake
我害怕著我的一切都是虛假
Pretending I'm not out of place or burning with self- hate
假裝我不是不合適不是自怨自艾
Forever missing yesterday but can never stay
永遠思念昨天卻永遠不能停留
Present, drift away
現在 只能去往明天
blurred around the edges