I'll Be Dead Soon (feat. Lil' Bo Weep)

I go on an appearance and try to out go right,
try to go to sleep, but I stay up all night.
My life is a comedy.
Try to say that I'm happy, but I'm not.
Honestly, I really think that there's something very wrong with me
riding down on these lines.
But these don't even sound like sauce to me.
Every night, I break down so many thoughts going on in my head,
missing my head, and how rather be dead lady,
I've been more suicidal.
She says that she loves me, but I might denial .
My heart is burning in a pile. Can't find anything to make me smile.
Oh i said the things i've said
can't get you out of my head
don 't mind things that i said ooh
ooh i can't get to bed
voices raising in my head
wishing god i was dead ooh
oh i did the things i did can't get you out of my head
don't mind the things that i did aaah
oh god listen to me now
everything i put you into the ground
oh god they want me dead
mmmh
my god do you like what i did
when i listen to the voices in my head
i'm making proud of what i said
oooh
I wish that I could change.
I wish that I could smile again.
I wish that I could explain this hell which I'm drowning and I'm sinking fast,
and I could feel my soul burned to ash.
Don 't hold my hands when it's time for you to close my casket,
let me go.
Let me rest in peace.
Finally heal that my story represents the pain I much concealed.
I gave you all I have, but some things just aren't meant to be.
I try to tell you that my time will come eventually.
I don't really see thepoint of life.
I don't want to be alive
just trying to fill surpass him in the blood.
And let me spark a light.
Must get high on a warm summer night and vibe
Ju,I love you cues, don't I like you care? I'll be dead soon.
Don't want to be alive without you by my side.
I try, and I try.
You don't seem to stop the lies.
You don't see the demon thy fight.
So many nights are cried.
You are always on my mind.
All I ever want to us to make you mine best.
Seems you want another guy.
Sorry. I wasn't good.
Used to be fast.
Test Now as late replies,
I can't wait till I die.
This is my final goodbye.
But sorry for whatever I did to you, princess.
Actually, to apologize.
Let me go.
Let me recent peace.
Finally heal that my story represents the pain I much concealed.
I gave her all I have,
but some things just aren't meant to be.
I tried to tell you that my time will come eventually.
I love you, julia.
oh i did the things i did can't get you out of my head
don't mind the things that i did aaah
oh god listen to me now
everything i put you into the ground
oh god they want me dead
mmmh
my god do you like what i did
when i listen to the voices in my head
i'm making proud of what i said
oooh