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I've been on the low
I been taking my time
I feel like I'm out of my mind
It feel like my life ain't mine
Who can relate

I've been on the low
I been taking my time

I feel like I'm out of my mind

It feel like my life ain't mine

I don't wanna be alive

I don't wanna be alive
I just wanna die today

I just wanna die
I don't wanna be alive

I don't wanna be alive
I just wanna die

And let me tell you why
All this other sh*t I'm talkin' 'bout they think they know it
I've been praying for somebody to save me no one's heroic
And my life don't even matter
I know it I know it I know
I'm hurting deep down but can't show it
I never had a place to call my own
I never had a home
Ain't nobody callin' my phone
Where you been where you at what's on your mind
They say every life precious but nobody care about mine
I've been on the low
I been taking my time

I feel like I'm out of my mind

It feel like my life ain't mine
Who can relate

I've been on the low
I been taking my time

I feel like I'm out of my mind

It feel like my life ain't mine

I want you to be alive
I want you to be alive
You don't gotta die today
You don't gotta die
I want you to be alive
I want you to be alive
You don't gotta die
Now let me tell you why
It's the very first breath
When your head's been drowning underwater
And it's the lightness in the air
When you're there
Chest to chest with a lover

It's holding on though the road's long
And seeing light in the darkest things
And when you stare at your reflection
Finally knowing who it is
I know that you'll thank god you did
I know where you been where you are where you goin'

I know you're the reason I believe in life
What's the day without a little night
I'm just tryna shed a little light
It can be hard
It can be so hard
But you gotta live right now
You got everything to give right now
I've been on the low
I been taking my time

I feel like I'm out of my mind

It feel like my life ain't mine
Who can relate

I've been on the low
I been taking my time

I feel like I'm out of my mind

It feel like my life ain't mine

I finally wanna be alive
I finally wanna be alive
I don't wanna die today

I don't wanna die
I finally wanna be alive
I finally wanna be alive
I don 't wanna die
I don't wanna die

I just wanna live

I just wanna live

Pain don't hurt the same I know

The lane I travel feels alone

But I'm moving 'til my legs give out

And I see my tears melt in the snow

But I don't wanna cry
I don't wanna cry anymore

I wanna feel alive
I don't even wanna die anymore
Oh I don't wanna

I don't wanna

I don't even wanna die anymore