Everything I Wanted

I had a dream
I got everything I wanted
Not what you'd think
And if I'm bein' honest
It might've been a nightmare
To anyone who might care
Thought I could fly
So I stepped off the Golden
Nobody cried
Nobody even noticed
I saw them standing right there
Kinda thought they might care
If I could change the way that you see yourself
You wouldn't wonder why you hear
'They don't deserve you''
I tried to scream
But my head was underwater
They called me weak
Like I'm not just somebody's daughter
Coulda been a nightmare
But it felt like they were right there
And it feels like yesterday was a year ago
But I don' t wanna let anybody know
'Cause everybody wants something from me now
And I don't wanna let 'em down
'Cause everybody wants something from me now
And I don't wanna let 'em down
If I could change the way that you see yourself
You wouldn't wonder why you hear
'They don't deserve you''