What's the point

What's the point, what's the point, I see through
Losing faith, losing hope, inside of you
Chemical fiend, where did you go now
You found a remedy for depression is it true
I see you gave in to the benzos
You brag about how you sunk into a ket hole
I miss my friend and i miss the way he used to smile
I haven't seen you in a while wonder if you're lost inside
Of yourself behind closed doors,
You feel nothing gets better so you claim that you lost your soul
Sunk further down then rock bottom
I just want you to come home to me
Had to dig through my memories for awhile
Cut you out and bury you down but you keep rising up
Chucking my phone across the room, not interacting with you
Please get out of my headspace right now i can't deal with these panic attacks
Its what i lack with self-control, you left me strung up in your home
What do i do
What's the point, what's the point, I see through
Losing faith, losing hope, inside of you
What's the point, what's the point, I see through
Losing faith, losing hope, inside of you
Fell asleep at the wheel on the motorway
Going fast sonic boom
in my brain, I slip away
Waking up from a dream you were in again
Could have been something real
But you were lost
You were lost right from the start
I remember back when we were just kids
We didn't know that we would end up living through all this shit
Such a fragile heart
didn't mean to break it so many times
Wonder if things could have turned out different
But you're slipping away
Eyes cold, bonesbrittle
Look like you haven't eaten in days
I lost my mind
Living so many different lives at a time
Going blind
Feeling nothing but pain and emptiness inside
No I just escape, I have to run and hide
I won't lie, no I don't cry
I just sit in my room and always ask myself why
What's the point, what's the point, I see through
Losing faith, losing hope, inside of you
What's the point, what's the point, I see through
Losing faith, losing hope, inside of you