Not That Beautiful

I pray for the best and I run from the past
I pick up the phone just to find Im alone

Its wearing me out and the weight of my sins
Killed the faith that I had so its time I begin
Back to the start just to see how it feels
I was the one that you thought you could heal

Now that its over its time to move on
Cause I was the righteous and you were the wrong

Every time I try to run and hide

I feel youre haunting me

Im addicted to the games that you play

You make me feel so pitiful

Like youre so beautiful

Your heart is beating me to death everyday

But I am not that pitiful

Youre not that beautiful

I suffer inside just to feel Im alive

I bury the truth cause I know its a lie
I never said all the things I should say
Cause you were the master and I was a slave

If I could find me a drug to forget you
Id overdose on the day that I met you
Kill all the drama its time to move on
Cause I am the righteous and you were the wrong

Every time I try to run and hide

I feel youre haunting me

Im addicted to the games that you play

You make me feel so pitiful

Like youre so beautiful

Your heart is beating me to death everyday

But I am not that pitiful

Youre not that beautiful

Im not that pitiful

Youre not so beautiful

Every time I look into your eyes
I see a demon indisguise

You ******* make me sick
You are the one that I despise
You take me you break me
You feed me lies
And all that you gave me in return was my demise

So maybe Im just crazy for believing this ****
But goddamn I cant believe Im ******* dealing with this
Its like a nightmare and I cant wake up
I just cant wake up
Im addicted to the games that you play

You make me feel so pitiful

Like youre so beautiful

Your heart is beating me to death everyday

But I am not that pitiful

Youre not that beautiful

Im not that pitiful

Youre not so beautiful

Beautiful

Beautiful

Beautiful