pretend

I can be a burden, baby, I can be a psycho
我可以是個累贅也可以是個瘋子
They call me a mistake and roll me off like a typo
他們說我存在即錯誤如我是錯別字甩掉我
And life just keeps on hitting me, I swear that Imma fight though
生活也不斷打擊我我發誓會反擊回去
So hit me with your best shot, staring down the rifle
那麼瞄準步槍給我致命一擊
I been looking back, riding on my motorcycle
我會騎著摩托轉回頭看
I remember nights when I was feeling suicidal
我記得那些極度致鬱的夜晚
I was falling out, boy, dead on arrival
當時幾近絕望感覺快要死去
Couldnt see the signs, I was living in denial, yeah
我看不到任何希冀在反复的否定中活著
Im on the edge
我在苦痛邊緣徘徊
Youre in my head, so
你一直在我的腦海
Tell me you need me
那麼告訴我你需要我
Even when you dont
即便當你並不需要
I dont know when this will end (This will end, this will end)
我不知道這樣的情況何時才是盡頭
Tell me youll stay now
告訴我你現在會留下來
Even if you wont
即便你並不想
Baby, we can play pretend ( Play pretend, play pretend)
寶貝我們可以假裝裝作一如往常
I guess that what Im saying is
我想我要說的是
Im scared of going back
我害怕回顧來路
I remember every struggle, every panic attack
我記得每一次掙扎每一次恐慌襲來的感覺
You saw the life inside my eyes fade away over time
你看到我眼眸裡的生機亦隨著時間流逝
I couldnt pick up a guitar
我無法彈奏吉他
I couldnt think of a rhyme
我無法想出韻律
I needed something to believe in
我需要些可以怀揣的信仰
Somewhere that I could hide
某個可以容我躲藏的地方
They told me I should start pretending
他們和我說我該學會假裝
Always kept it inside
總將心事封存
And I was hoping these emotions were a lack of serotonin
我多希望這些情緒是缺乏血清素而造成的
Never thought that my own brain could ever turn to an opponent
從沒想過最大的敵手竟是自己大腦的臆造
Tell me you need me
告訴我你需要我
Even when you dont
即便當你並不需要
I dont know when this will end (This will end, this will end)
我不知道這樣的情況何時才是盡頭
Tell me youll stay now
告訴我你現在會留下來
Even if you wont
即便你並不想
Baby, we can play pretend (Play pretend, play pretend)
寶貝我們可以假裝裝作一如往常
Play pretend, pretend, pretend, pretend
不斷地假裝
Pretend, pretend, pretend, pretend
裝作一切如初
Are you okay, tell me, are you okay ?
你怎樣了告訴我你還好嗎
Nothing to say now, waiting for the breakdown
沒什麼可說等待奔潰吧
Are you okay, tell me, are you okay?
你怎樣了告訴我你還好嗎
Tell me you need me
告訴我你需要我
Even when you dont
即便當你並不需要
I dont know when this will end (This will end, this will end)
我不知道這樣的情況何時才是盡頭
Tell me youll stay now
告訴我你現在會留下來
Even if you wont
即便你並不想
Baby, we can play pretend (Play pretend, play pretend)
寶貝我們可以假裝裝作一如往常
Are you okay, tell me, are you okay?
你怎樣了告訴我你還好嗎
Nothing to say now, waiting for the breakdown
沒什麼可說等待奔潰吧
Are you okay, tell me, are you okay?
你怎樣了告訴我你還好嗎
Baby, we can play pretend
寶貝我們可以假裝一如既往