Introvert

Theres a war, theres a war
有場戰役有場戰役
The kingdoms on fire
王國戰車紛飛
The blood of a young messiah
年輕的彌賽亞血液噴薄
I see sinners in a church
我親眼目睹教堂裡的罪人
I see sinners in a church
他們肩負罪名
Sometimes I might be introvert
有時我緘默沉靜
Theres a war inside
內心爆發聖戰
I hear battle cries
我聽到戰爭的哭嚎
Mothers burying sons
白髮人送走黑髮人
Young boys playing with guns
年輕人在戰場賣命
The devils a liar
惡魔謾辭嘩說
Fulfil your wildest desires
充斥你狂野慾望
Now I dont wanna be the one to doctor this
現在我不想做那個篡改現實的人
But if you cant feel pain, then you cant feel the opposite
但如果你已麻木不仁
The fight between the Yin and Yangs a fight youll never win
你也喪失感知敵人的能力
I study humans, that makes me an anthropologist
陰陽之戰是你永不可勝的戰役
Im not into politics
我曾研究人性那讓我像個人類學家
But I know its dark times
我不是政治家
Parts of the world still living in Apartheid
但我知道這是至暗時刻
But if I dont takе this winners flight, thats career suicide
這個世界的一些國家仍實行種族隔離
Though I shouldve been a friеnd when your grandma died
但如果我不勇敢迎戰我將親手埋葬我的事業
I see the illness eat my aunt laying in her bed
哪怕你祖母去世時我應像個朋友給予你力量
I see her soul rising as her body gets closer to death
我親眼目睹我的姑姑病死床第
Find a way, Ill find a way
她接近死亡她靈魂飄升
The worlds not over
找到通道我將找到通道
I will make it, dont you cry
世界仍在運轉
In God we trust
我會將一切安排妥當別再哭泣
Cause were not alone
以聖神之名
I need a licence to feel
我們並不孤單
Internal wounds and I'm not tryna be healed
我需要感召的權力
I sabotage what we are trying to build
內部瓦解我不願療養
Cause of feelings I keep inside, but its time to reveal (Reveal, reveal)
我親手毀滅我們努力創造的一切
I hate the thought of just being a burden
由於我內心底部的感受是時候說出來了
I hate that these conversations are surfaced
我討厭成為累贅的想法
Simz the artist or Simbi the person?
我討厭將言語浮於水面
To you Im smiling, but really Im hurting
是藝術家Simz還是凡人Simbi
I dedicate my life and gave my heart over twenty something years
我總是對你笑但我很苦惱
Left wondering how I even feel
20年來我將真心託付給了生命
Or was it was even worth it?
只留下我感受的好奇
I bottle up and then spill it in verses
這是否值得？
One day Im wordless, next day Im a wordsmith
我將它裝入瓶中將它唱成段落
Close to success, but to happiness Im the furthest
今天我是啞巴明天我是演講家
At night I wonder if my tears will dry on their own
我總是離成功一步之遙這讓我覺得無限遠
Hoping I will fulfil Amys purpose
我在深夜思索淚水是否流盡
Angel said, 'Dont let you ego be a disturbance'
期望完成Amy的目標
Inner demon said, 'Mother ****er, you earned this'
天使在我耳邊呢喃
Like they strip you of everything youre deserving
“不要自毀前途”
Realise there is a prison in us, we are conditioned as ****
心魔卻說“*你媽的這些涉密是你應得的”
Man, its like they cant sleep till our spirit is crushed
好像他們剝奪了一切
How much fighting must we do? Weve been fearless enough
我意識到自建監牢即是男女性交
All we see is broken homes here and poverty
好像只有精神崩潰他們才能入睡
Corrupt government officials, lies and atrocities
還有多少戰役需要攻克？
How they talking on whats threatening the economy
我們已經足夠無畏
Knocking down communities to re-up on properties
我們所見到的只有支離的家庭和破碎的人生
Im directly effected, it does more than just bother me
腐敗的官員謊言與暴行
Look beyond the surface, dont just see what you wanna see?
他們如何談論威脅經濟因素？
My speech aint involuntary
拆毀我們的社區強迫重構房產
Project with intention straight from my lungs
這影響我困擾著我
Im a black woman and Im a proud one
透過現像看本質
We walk in blind faith not knowing the outcome
別停留表面
But as long as were unified, then weve already won
我所言並非無意識
Find a way, Ill find a way
我的肺腔爆發意圖從嘴裡吐出
The worlds not over
我為身為黑人女性而自豪
I will make it, dont you cry
我們伴著盲目叮嚀前行不知結局
In God we trust
但只要團結一致便能戰無不勝
Cause were not alone
找到通道我將找到通道
And so it begins
世界仍在運轉
The base is an amalgamation of everything
我會將一切安排妥當別再哭泣
Rules are not to be played by rebels
以聖神之名
The story of never ending
我們並不孤單
Your introversion led you here
開始了
Intuition protected you along the way
基地是萬物融合
Feelings allowed you to be well balanced
規則禁止反叛者褻玩
And perspective gave you foresight
無盡的故事
The top of the mountain is nothing without the climb
你的謙卑將你引領至此
Only the strong will survive
敏銳直覺護你周全
Only the strong will survive
感官賦予你平衡
Alone, but not lonely
你的觀點飽含遠見
Your truth unveils with time
失去攀登山峰失去意義
As you embark on a journey
強者永存
Of what it takes to be a woman
只有強者永生