Apologies

Apologies come later in the night
I hope that we don't fight
I been messaged you still ain’t gettin' no reply
I been swimming towards your shore and I'm dry
Apologies come early in the eve, uh
I hope that we gon’ speak
That pedalin' you know I'd rather catch a speed
I see the helmet on your heart I'm sensin' beef
Apologies come later in the noon, uh
I hope we're climbing through
The barriers protecting anything in bloom petals cover the rug I know I caught a glimpse of the fruit
Apologies come early in the morn, uh
I hope you're keepin' warm
My tempered coffee’s obviously got me thawed frozen high as a puddle
I’m seein' leakin’ in the floor let me pause like one
Some of you is part of me
If you wanna let me go
All you gotta do is leave, uh
Two, I ain't gonna count to three
If you wanna really go
You ain't gotta stay with me
Stay with me, me, me, me, me, me, me
You, you, you, you, you
Me, me, me, me, me
You, you, you, you, you
Come on, me, me, me, me, me
You, you, you, you, you
Me, me, me, me, me
You, you, you, you, you
Come on
Sh
The silence is golden, golden is key
Lock away emotions I'm openly gonna pre
Waitin’ for the moment I'm hopefully gonna see me
You ain't been speakin' it's like we constantly beef
Why you backin' down either
Impassive when I'm rappin' through the speaker
Scrappin' when I'm handlin' this beat up
Fact of the matter is you ain't been speakin' for a while
Communication's foul
Been swimming in denial
Alright
Grab that crystal ball I've been speakin' mostly in foresight
That course last now my mental is leaving me courtside
Coachin' on the bench wonder if I'm gettin' some floor time
Now floor right
Never been the sushi type but brudda
Raps are never fishy either I'm keepin it ‘getta
Keepin' it honest, keepin' it true
Still it's man's birthday ain't heard a peep out of you
One
Some of you is part of me
If you wanna let me go
All you gotta do is leave, uh
Two, I ain't gonna count to three
If you wanna really go
You ain't gotta stay with me
Stay with me, me, me, me, me, me, me
You, you, you, you, you
Me, me, me, me, me
You, you, you, you, you
Come on, me, me, me, me, me
You, you, you, you, you
Me, me, me, me, me
You, you, you, you, you
Come on
Oh my God – I – like, I'm so sorry
I completely… like, my head is just all over the place at the moment, um…
So I've basically missed today, um… ugh, ****…
But happy birthday… Happy birthday
Oh my God, I don't even know what I'm doing right now so, like, my life is a mess
Today is your birthday, is it already done?
Sorry… Oh my... Barney I'm sorry, I'm really, really sorry
And… I'm gonna make it up to you. Um… ****
I don't even want to be that person, you know? [?]
Ugh, literally right now
Oh my God, aw mad, I feel like such a shit person
Like, I don't even know how I managed to forget or why my phone didn't remind me
because I put it in my… I had already put it in my… calendar, in my diary…
I had um… you know, the location… ugh, shit
Ugh, ****
Barney, I'm sorry, I'm actually generally sorry
Sorry, this phone, voicemail is like rambling on, but I'm actually really, like legit sorry, um
I can't believe that I forgot
Um… ****, yeah I'm really sorry