So BigSo Small (From The “Dear Evan Hansen” Original Motion Picture Soundtrack)

It was a February day
那是二月的某一天

When your dad came by before going away
你爸爸臨走前來取走他的東西

A U-Haul truck in the driveway
搬家公司的卡車停在門口

The day it was suddenly real
那天一切既成事實

I told you not to come outside
我讓你呆在屋子裡不要出來

But you saw that truck
但你看到了那輛卡車
And you smiled so wide
你笑的如此開心興奮

A real live truck in your driveway
一輛貨真價實的卡車停在家門口

We let you sit behind the wheel
我們讓你坐在駕駛座上玩

Goodbye goodbye
再見再見

Now it's just me and my little guy
現在只剩我和我的小男子漢了

And the house felt so big and I felt so small
只剩偌大的房子和如此渺小的我

The house felt so big and I felt so small
只剩偌大的房子和如此渺小的我

That night I tucked you into bed
那天晚上當我哄你上床睡覺

I will never forget how you sat up and said
我永遠不會忘記那晚你起身對我說：

'Is there another truck coming to our driveway
“還會有一輛卡車停在門口嗎？ ”

A truck that will take mommy away'
“還會有一輛卡車來把媽媽也帶走嗎？”

And the house felt so big and I felt so small
偌大的房子和如此渺小的我

The house felt so big and I
偌大的房子和如此渺小的我
And I knew there would be moments that I'd miss
我知道我一定會錯過許多事情
And I knew there would be space I couldn't fill
我知道有一些空虛我注定無法填滿
And I knew I'd come up short a million different ways
我知道我會對許多事情無可奈何
And I did
我錯過了

And I do
我無法彌補

And I will
我無可奈何

But like that February day
但是像二月的那一天一樣

I will take your hand squeeze it tightly and say
我會緊緊握住你的手對你說：

There's not another truck in the driveway
“沒有卡車會停在門口了。”

Your mom isn't going anywhere
“媽媽哪裡也不去。”
Your mom is staying right here
“媽媽會一直陪著你。”

Your mom isn't going anywhere
“媽媽哪裡也不去。”
Your mom is staying right here
“媽媽會一直陪著你。”
No matter what
“無論發生什麼。”

I'll be here
我會一直在這裡

When it all feels so big
當一切看起來都是那麼的艱難

'Til it all feels so small
到一切變成過眼雲煙

When it all feels so big
當一切看起來都是那麼的艱難

'Til it all feels so small
到一切變成過眼雲煙

'Til it all feels so small
到一切變成過眼雲煙