heart beating (not referencing A pulse)

Why do I miss you when I know that I shouldn't.
我知道不應該的可為什麼你還是讓我魂牽夢繞
I'd take a bullet for your ass but I know you prolly wouldn 't.
我為你發射一顆子彈，但我知道你大概不會接受
Told me you was losing feels just cause I couldn't.
你告訴我你失去的感覺只是因為我無能
Talk to you enough, talk to you enough.
跟你說夠了真的說夠了
I been busting ass and all I get in return.
我一直在我為想得到的拼命
Is the dreadful dial tone, **** that **** really hurt.
是可怕的撥號音，WTF我真的受傷了
I don't deserve better, I don't have any sort of worth.
我不配得更好，我也沒有任何價值
Find me with a ******* bullet hole in my face like kurt.
在我的臉上找到我的子彈孔像庫爾特一樣
God been real shitty to me lately.
上帝最近對我真的很爛啊
Hell knows how much i suffer on the daily.
他知道我每天受了多少苦
Working real hard just to see you.
我努力工作只是為了看到你
If I were you, i'd prolly leave too.
如果我是你，大概我也會離開
But it don't matter cause he gives you more affection right.
但這並不重要，因為他給了你更多的愛
Things like that keep me up in bed every fu*king night.
這樣的糟糕事情讓我在每夜在床上輾轉反側無法入眠