Half-Gifts (BBC Session - Mark Radcliffe, 12 March 1996)

half-gift
cocteau twins
It's an old game, my love
親愛的這是一個久遠的遊戲
When you can't have me, you want me
當你得不到我時你會如此地渴望我
Because you know that you're not risking anything
因為你無需冒任何的險
Intimacy is when we're in the same place at the same time
當我們在同一時間共處一室時一切都如此親密
Dealing honestly with how we feel, and who we really are
能坦然地面對我們的感覺面對我們真實的樣子
That's what grown-ups do
這就是成年人會做的
That is mature thinking
這是自然成熟的想法
Well I'm still a junkie for it
我仍然沉迷在其中
It takes me out of my aloneness
這一切讓我脫離孤獨
But this relationship cannot sustain itself
但這段關係難以自給支撐
Intimacy is when we're in the same place at the same time
當我們在同一時間共處一室時一切都如此親密
Dealing honestly with how we feel, and who we really are
讓我們坦然地面對我們的感覺面對我們真實的樣子
That's what grown-ups do
這就是成年人會做的
That is mature thinking
這是自然成熟的想法
I just have to know how to be in the process
我只是想知道要如何開始進程
Of creating things in a better way
以一種更好的方式去創造
And it hurts but it's a lie that I can't handle it
它傷害了我但這只是一個我承受不了的謊言
I still have a world of me-ness to fulfill
我仍要去填補自我世界的空虛
I still have a life, and it's a rich one even with mourning
我仍有著不同的生活如此地豐富即便是伴隨著哀傷
Even with grief and sadness
即便是伴隨著不幸與痛苦
I still care about this planet
我仍然關心著這顆星球
I am still connected to nature and to my dreams for myself
我仍然與自然相連仍然連結著我的夢
I have my friends, my family.
我還有我的朋友我的家庭
I have myself
我還有自己
I still have me
我還有我
I have my friends, my family.
我還有我的朋友我的家庭
I have myself
我有自己
I still have me
我還有我