Promise

I told a lot of lies
我曾道过许多谎言
I called it a compromise
我称之为妥协
To keep you in your seat
只是为了让你留下
I was so afraid to lose
我多么害怕失去
But the things that I did to you
但我对你所做的一切
You would never do to me
你永远不会这样对我
Why do I
我啊，为什么
Why do I do it
为什么我要这样做
Why do I do it
这又是何必
You wanna
你想牵我的手
Hold my hand, I make a fist
我却握上拳头
A false promise
一个虚假的承诺
And even if you said you would forgive me
即使你说会原谅我
I don't know if I could ever say I'm sorry
我还是不明了，到底能不能说出那三个字
I don't know if I
我不知道自己能不能
You said you would
（你说过你会的）
I don't know if I can
我不知道自己能不能
I don't know if I
我不知道自己能不能...
You said you would
（你说过你会的）
I don't know if I can
我不知道自己能不能...
So I look at you now
因此现在我抓住你的目光
Bruised and broken down
那伤痕累累
By what you thought was love
你以为是爱吗？
You tell me you want to stay
你说你想留下
& you wanna watch me change
你要看着我改变
But I'm scared so I tell you to fuck off
但我害怕，所以我对你说：“滚开”
Why do I
我一次又一次重蹈覆辙
Why do I do it
我为何总是如此
Why do I do it
不该如此
You wanna
你只想牵我的手
Hold my hand, I make a fist
我却抗拒
A false promise
这承诺太虚假
And even if you said you would forgive me
即使你说你会原谅我
I don't know if I could ever say I'm sorry
我还是不明了，到底能不能说出那三个字
I don't know if I
我不知道...
You said you would
（你说你会的）
I don't know if I can
不知道我能不能做到
I don't know if I
内心不停挣扎
You said you would
（你说你会的）
I don't know if I can
我不知道自己能不能...
Mean hearted girls would kill their loves to hurt themselves
心地善良的女孩会扼杀自己的爱来伤害自己。
They can't believe they could deserve anything else
她们却不知道她们值得更好的
And even if you said you know that I'm sorry
即使你说你明白我的歉意
I don't know if I could ever forgive me
我仍不知道我能否原谅我自己
I don't know if I
我不知道
You said you would
（你说你会的）
I don't know if I can
心中总是挣扎
I don't know if I
一天一天在兜圈
You said you would
（你说你会的）
I don't know if I can
徘徊在甜与苦之间
I don't know if I
有时舍不得
I don't know if I can
有时想告别
I don't know if I
总在犹豫
I don't know if I can
要什么面子
I told a lot of lies
我说过那么多谎言
And I called it a compromise
我称之为妥协
To keep you
只为了留下你
You said you would
你说你懂。