Blue Ft. Familypet

Feel the weight in my age
感受到我这个年龄的压力
Should I drink and wilt right here
我应该在这里逗留或任由自己枯萎吗？
When the rage has all lifted
当怒火消失不见
I'll still use hate to block my fears
我仍然会用仇恨来阻止我的恐惧
I see blue
我眼里皆是忧郁
I've left oceans, I've left family
我离开了组织 离开了家庭
No devotion
毫无信仰
Mixed up feelings bout existing
感情也是一团糟
Mostly anxious, of course broke
整日焦虑 当然毁了我的生活
Guess I'm angry
我想我的怒火中烧
Trying not to find a burner
试着平静下来
Destruct naturally
却又打破自然规律
Guess it's like that
我想就是这样的
Curse on my back
身后充满诅咒
Only see black
我只看得见黑暗
In my memories
在我的记忆里
Guess it's like that
即使这样的
Curse on my back
背后充满诅咒
Only see black
我只看得见黑暗
In my memories
在我的记忆里
I found religion in places it shouldn't be
我在错的地方找到了宗教
And I found beauty in faces I shouldn't see
我看见了我不应该看到的美丽
Found I was clinging to people I didn't need
发现我执着于我不需要的人
Found out I'd only be happy in my dreams
我只有在梦中才是开心的
Look at the stars
满眼星辰
Watching them die
看着它们燃烧殆尽
Spacial perspective of my life
我生活中的形形色色
Smoke in the sky at midnight
在夜晚的星空下吞云吐雾
Drifting out like high-tide
如潮水般漂流
Wondering when's the highlight
想知道什么时候是亮点
Of my low life
在人生低谷之时
When someone dies i get tongue tied
当有人不复存在 我却说不出一句话
Because my mind just holds on tight to the thought that every night
因为每个夜里我都抱有这样的想法
Might be my last, wasn't built to last
也许是我的最后一次 也许不是
And the years go slow but the days go fast.
日长似岁却又似白驹过隙
And i can't move past the simple fact
我却难以信服这个简单的事实
That the end won't wait, even if you pray
时光不等人 花钱也买不到
Even if you cry
泪水是无效的
Even if you beg
祈求也是无用功
We are all the same,
我们都一样
In the way we hate,
我们排斥的方式
The way we love,
我们爱的方式
At the end of the day we're all the
当生命走到尽头
Same
我们都无异