Autopilot

Dear fear, I have met you
Laying down in this bedroom
I feel like I'm on Neptune
Open windows to breathe again
There's no way it's holy
So baby, just hold me
'Til I turn back to the old me
There's some demons I need to cleanse
Why they got me here, why they got me here?
When can I leave?
It's like I'm in Black Mirror,
It's been the last five years
Why's my mind on autopilot all the time?
I'm feeling like the world's back on rewind
I can't seem to find the words to define
The way I feel when I go through this
My mind's on autopilot all the time
My window pane is as grey as the sky
Just can't get one single word to define
The way I feel when I go through this, ayy
On myself, I am sleeping
All my thoughts are misleading
That shit gets my heart beating
Way too fast, I'm needing
Sanity or some reason
Can't blame this on the season
Rain or shine, I still feel them
Hold me back from freedom
Now they got me here, now they got me here
When can I leave?
It's like I'm in Black Mirror,
It's been the last five years
Why's my mind on autopilot all the time?
I'm feeling like the world's back on rewind
I can't seem to find the words to define
The way I feel when I go through this
My mind's on autopilot all the time
My window pane is as grey as the sky
Just can't get one single word to define
The way I feel when I go through this, ayy
Now they got me here, now they got me here
When can I leave?
It's like I'm in Black Mirror,
It's been the last five years
Why's my mind on autopilot all the time?
I'm feeling like the world's back on rewind
I can't seem to find the words to define
The way I feel when I go through this
My mind's on autopilot all the time
My window pane is as grey as the sky
Just can't get one single word to define
The way I feel when I go through this, ayy
The way I feel when I go through this
My mind's on autopilot all the time
My window pane is as grey as the sky
Just can't get one single word to define
The way I feel when I go through this, ayy
Dear fear, I have met you
Laying down in this bedroom