pretend
I can be a burden, baby, I can be a psycho
我会成为负担 我会成为疯子
They call me a mistake and roll me off like a typo
人们都说我的存在就是错误 想要把我消除
And life just keeps on hitting me, I swear that I'mma fight though
生活不断给我打击 但我发誓永远不会停步不前
So hit me with your best shot, staring down the rifle
所以就给我你最猛烈的一击
I been looking back, riding on my motorcycle
我骑着摩托回头观望
I remember nights when I was feeling suicidal
我记得那些差点结束自己的夜晚
I was falling out, boy, dead on arrival
我在下坠 死亡来临了
Couldn't see the signs, I was living in denial, yeah
那些信号我看不见 生活否认了我
I'm on the edge
活在边缘
You're in my head, so
你在我的脑中
Tell me you need me
请告诉我需要我
Even when you don't
即使这是谎言
I don't know when this will end (This will end, this will end)
这什么时候会结束 我不知道
Tell me you'll stay now
告诉我 你不会离开
Even if you won't
即使你去意已决
Baby, we can play pretend (Play pretend, play pretend)
即使是逢场作戏
I guess that what I'm saying is
那和我说的不会两样
I'm scared of going back
我害怕回到过去
I remember every struggle, every panic attack
我甚至记得每一个奋力 每一次彷徨
You saw the life inside my eyes fade away over time
我眼中的光亮逐渐暗淡了吗
I couldn't pick up a guitar
我现在练吉他都拿不动
I couldn't think of a rhyme
我也无法写出一字一句
I needed something to believe in
我需要一些东西让我深信不疑
Somewhere that I could hide
一些地方我无躲藏
They told me I should start pretending
他们说 学会伪装吧
Always kept it inside
把真正的自己藏在心里
And I was hoping these emotions were a lack of serotonin
那些情绪 好像毒药 我需要注射血清
Never thought that my own brain could ever turn to an opponent
我成为了自己的对手
Tell me you need me
告诉我 你需要我
Even when you don't
即使这是谎言
I don't know when this will end (This will end, this will end)
这什么时候会结束 我不知道
Tell me you'll stay now
告诉我 你不会离开
Even if you won't
即使你去意已决
Baby, we can play pretend (Play pretend, play pretend)
即使是逢场作戏 我也愿意
Play pretend, pretend, pretend, pretend
就请你别走
Pretend, pretend, pretend, pretend
即使你早已下定决心 也不要表现出来
Are you okay, tell me, are you okay?
你还好吗
Nothing to say now, waiting for the breakdown
没什么能说得了 等待它结束
Are you okay, tell me, are you okay?
你过的怎么样
Tell me you need me
告诉我 你需要我
Even when you don't
即使这是谎言
I don't know when this will end (This will end, this will end)
这什么时候会结束 我不知道
Tell me you'll stay now
告诉我 你会在我身边
Even if you won't
即使你去意已决
Baby, we can play pretend (Play pretend, play pretend)
即使是逢场作戏 我也愿意
Are you okay, tell me, are you okay?
让我知道你是怎样想的
Nothing to say now, waiting for the breakdown
就什么也不说
Are you okay, tell me, are you okay?
你还好吗
Baby, we can play pretend
求你别走