real
I don't wanna talk
沉默不语
I just wanna sleep it off
一睡方休
So I can go to bed
所以我躺在床上
Pretend that this will somehow end
假装一切即将悄无声息的结束
I don't wanna talk
沉默不语
I just wanna sleep it off
一睡方休
So I can go to bed
所以我躺在床上
But I know that this will never end
但是我知道这些是无法结束的
I was in Temple, Texas
我在德克萨斯州的坦普尔
And I took an exit to a gas station, stopped the car
我出来在一个加油站停了车
Saw a young man, wearing black Vans
看见一个年轻人，穿着范斯
Kinda looked like me from afar
远远地看起来很像我
He said "Joe, I would die for you, bro
他说：“Joe，我可以为而你死，兄弟
Man, you a legend, I hope that you know
伙计，你是个传奇，我希望你清楚
I got your logo tattooed on my throat
我把你的符号纹在我的喉咙上
I stayed out hours waiting for your show
为了你的演出我在外等待良久
You do it all even with the anxiety
即使你很焦虑 你仍做了这一切
And honestly, that is inspiring
说实话，这让我感到十分鼓舞
With all the depression you put on yourself and from others
带着对一切的绝望
That shit must get tiring"
你一定很累了”
I told him "Thanks" and I drove home
我对他说“谢谢” 然后我送他回家
Going 95 in a 55
车速飞快
I don't wanna let him down now
我现在不想让他失望
Try'na be strong, but I don't know how
真想变得强大，但我毫无头绪
I don't wanna talk
沉默不语
I just wanna sleep it off
一睡方休
So I can go to bed
所以我躺在床上
Pretend that this will somehow end
假装一切即将悄无声息的结束
I don't wanna talk
沉默不语
I just wanna sleep it off
一睡方休
So I can go to bed
所以我躺在床上
But I know that this will never end
但是我知道 这些是无法结束的
So what will it take with this broken brain?
所以我这破碎的头脑能做些什么？
Will I go insane?
我会发疯吗？
Will I be the same?
还是一如往常？
Will I win this game?
游戏还能继续吗？
I don't know
我不知道
Facing an army of fear on my own
独自面对恐惧
Reading reviews of my songs in my bed
躺在床上读歌曲评论
I lie and I say it won't get to my head
说不在乎是假的
Defining myself by a stranger's opinion
我以陌生人的观点定义自己
The people around me tell me not to listen
家人朋友告诉我别往心里去
So you wanted real?
所以你想要一切成真吗？
Now I'm bein' it
现在我做到了
I don't wanna keep on feeling this
我不想深陷这种情绪
You don't know what I've been dealing with
你不知道我面对了什么
You don't know what I've been dealing with
你不知道我面对了什么
I put all this pain in the music
我把痛苦寄托在音乐里
But every night on this stage I'm reliving it
但每天夜里我都在重温
Had a panic attack every day for a year
一整年都有恐慌症发作
Gave me pills, I know there was no fixing it
给我药，虽然无济于事
Yeah, 'cause me and mental health go way back
啊，因为我的心理很久以前就不健康了
Thought it went away but it came back
我以为我康复了 但是情绪它又卷土重来
Either way, I know I gotta try and face that
每天我都在尝试面对
It's how I am but I wish that I could change that
我是这样的 但我已经在尝试改变了
I don't wanna talk
沉默不语
I just wanna sleep it off
一睡方休
So I can go to bed
所以我躺在床上
Pretend that this will somehow end
假装一切即将悄无声息的结束
I don't wanna talk
沉默不语
I just wanna sleep it off
一睡方休
So I can go to bed
我躺在床上
But I know that this will never end
但是我知道一切是无法结束的