Control

Early in the morning I still get a little bit nervous
清晨醒来，心情还是难以释怀
Fighting my anxiety constantly I try to control it
总在与焦虑情绪做着思想斗争，不愿服输
Even when I know it’s been forever I can still feel the spin
尽管我知道会长期如此，但我还期待着反败为胜
Hurts when I remember and I never wanna feel it again
每次回忆都伴随着阵痛，我不愿再受此折磨
Don’t know if you get it cause I can’t express how thankful I am
若你如往常读懂我的心情，我对你的感激无以言表
That you were always with me when it hurts I know that you understand
毕竟也是你陪我走过艰难时光，我知道你总会理解我
I don’t wanna lose control
我不愿失控沉沦
Nothing I can do anymore
但却又无力抗拒
Trying every day when I hold my breath
屏住呼吸，日复一日
Spinning out in space pressing on my chest
度日如年般，承受着胸腔挤压感
I don’t wanna lose control
我不愿失控沉沦
Sometimes I still think it’s coming but I know it’s not
有时想着自甘堕落，但又不愿轻言放弃
Trying to breathe in and then out but the air gets caught
用力吸气又呼气，仿佛抓住了生机
Cause even though I’m older now and I know how to shake off the past
尽管日渐老去，我依旧能不受过往纷扰
I wouldn’t have made it if I didn’t have you holding my hand
但若不是你陪伴，我又怎能走过这些年头
I don’t wanna lose control
我不愿失控沉沦
Nothing I can do anymore
但却又无力抗拒
Trying every day when I hold my breath
屏住呼吸，日复一日
Spinning out in space pressing on my chest
度日如年般，承受着胸腔挤压感
I don’t wanna lose control
我不愿失控沉沦
I need you to know I would never be this strong without you
若不是你，我怎会变得坚强
You’ve seen how I’ve grown you took all my doubt
是你见证我的成长，取得我的全部信任
Cause you were home
因为你是我的避风港
I don’t wanna lose control
我不愿失控沉沦
There’s nothing I can do anymore
但却又无力抗拒
I don’t wanna lose control
我不愿陷入崩溃
Nothing I can do anymore (anymore), anymore
但却又碌碌无为
Trying every day when I hold my breath
屏住呼吸，日复一日
Spinning out in space pressing on my chest
度日如年般，承受着胸腔挤压感
I don’t wanna lose control
我不愿失控沉沦