Control

Early in the morning I still get a little bit nervous
清晨醒來，心情還是難以釋懷
Fighting my anxiety constantly I try to control it
總在與焦慮情緒做著思想鬥爭，不願服輸
Even when I know it's been forever I can still feel the spin
儘管我知道會長期如此，但我還期待著反敗為勝
Hurts when I remember and I never wanna feel it again
每次回憶都伴隨著陣痛，我不願再受此折磨
Don't know if you get it cause I can't express how thankful I am
若你如往常讀懂我的心情，我對你的感激無以言表
That you were always with me when it hurts I know that you understand
畢竟也是你陪我走過艱難時光，我知道你總會理解我
I don' t wanna lose control
我不願失控沉淪
Nothing I can do anymore
但卻又無力抗拒
Trying every day when I hold my breath
屏住呼吸，日復一日
Spinning out in space pressing on my chest
度日如年般，承受著胸腔擠壓感
I don't wanna lose control
我不願失控沉淪
Sometimes I still think it's coming but I know it's not
有時想著自甘墮落，但又不願輕言放棄
Trying to breathe in and then out but the air gets caught
用力吸氣又呼氣，彷彿抓住了生機
Cause even though I'm older now and I know how to shake off the past
儘管日漸老去，我依舊能不受過往紛擾
I wouldn't have made it if I didn 't have you holding my hand
但若不是你陪伴，我又怎能走過這些年頭
I don't wanna lose control
我不願失控沉淪
Nothing I can do anymore
但卻又無力抗拒
Trying every day when I hold my breath
屏住呼吸，日復一日
Spinning out in space pressing on my chest
度日如年般，承受著胸腔擠壓感
I don't wanna lose control
我不願失控沉淪
I need you to know I would never be this strong without you
若不是你，我怎會變得堅強
You've seen how I've grown you took all my doubt
是你見證我的成長，取得我的全部信任
Cause you were home
因為你是我的避風港
I don't wanna lose control
我不願失控沉淪
There's nothing I can do anymore
但卻又無力抗拒
I don't wanna lose control
我不願陷入崩潰
Nothing I can do anymore (anymore), anymore
但卻又碌碌無為
Trying every day when I hold my breath
屏住呼吸，日復一日
Spinning out in space pressing on my chest
度日如年般，承受著胸腔擠壓感
I don't wanna lose control
我不願失控沉淪