Say I'm Sober

Flushed out the demons
赶走那些魔鬼
And I've been blaming someone else
我还一直在责怪他人
I have my reasons
但我有我的理由
Why I couldn't be myself
为何我不能做回自己
And I've been trying
我不停地尝试
But it don't come easy to me
但这对我而言却非易事
It don't come easy to me
这对我而言太过困难
Total disaster
这场彻头彻尾的灾难
Grew like a cancer in my chest
像是癌症，在我的胸口
And in the laughter
和笑声中滋长
Was it pain I thought I'd left?
这是否会很痛苦？我想我该离开了
But, I've been trying
但我一直在尝试
But that don't come easy to me
可这一切对我而言无比困难
And I've been working hard to heal
是啊我一直在努力痊愈
But nobody gonna feel what I feel
可从未有人来感受我的痛楚
And now
但是现在啊
I've been tryna break it down to build it up
我将涅槃重生
I've been tryna tell myself I'm good enough
我在试图告诉我自己我已足够优秀
So, tell me it's over, say I'm sober
所以请告诉我这痛苦已经结束，告诉我我依旧清醒
And I'm done
而我已经受够了
Done with staying out all night until the dawn
受够了要整晚都徘徊在外，直至黎明破晓
Saying I'm alright to cover up the storm
在心中默念我能够挺过风暴
So, tell me it's over, say I'm sober
所以请告诉我这痛苦已经结束，告诉我我依旧清醒
These broken pieces
支离破碎后
Stitch back together by a thread
我用针线将自己缝合
I know I'll never
但我知道
Be the same inside my head
我再也不能变回记忆中的自己了
But, I've been trying
我不停地尝试
But that don't come easy to me
但这对我而言却非易事
It don't come easy to me
这对我而言太过困难
And I've been working hard to heal
是啊我一直在努力痊愈
But nobody gonna feel what I feel
可从未有人来感受我的痛楚
And now
但是现在啊
I've been tryna break it down to build it up
我将涅槃重生
I've been tryna tell myself I'm good enough
我在试图告诉我自己我已足够优秀
So, tell me it's over, say I'm sober
我在试图告诉我自己我已足够优秀
And I'm done
而我已经受够了
Done with staying out all night until the dawn
受够了要整晚都徘徊在外，直至黎明破晓
Saying I'm alright to cover up the storm
在心中默念我能够挺过风暴
So, tell me it's over, say I'm sober
所以请告诉我这痛苦已经结束，告诉我我依旧清醒
And I'm learning through the fire
我在烈火中成长
But the flames are getting hot
可火焰变得越来越灼热
Every day's a little harder on and on
每天的生活都愈加艰难
Goes on and on
愈加艰难
So, I live like it's my last
所以，我将每天活成生命的最后一天
Keep the pain inside the past
将苦痛埋藏在过去
I won't go back, won't go back
我将不再回首，我会继续向前
So, now
因此现在啊
I've been tryna break it down to build it up
我将涅槃重生
I've been tryna tell myself I'm good enough
我会试图告诉自己我已足够优秀
So, tell me it's over, say I'm sober
所以请告诉我这痛苦已经结束，告诉我我依旧清醒
And I'm done
我已经受够了
Done with staying out all night until the dawn
受够了要整晚都徘徊在外，直至黎明破晓
Saying I'm alright to cover up the storm
在心中默念我能够挺过风暴
So, tell me it's over, say I'm sober
所以请告诉我这痛苦已经结束，告诉我我依旧清醒