Say Im Sober

Flushed out the demons
趕走那些魔鬼
And Ive been blaming someone else
我還一直在責怪他人
I have my reasons
但我有我的理由
Why I couldnt be myself
為何我不能做回自己
And Ive been trying
我不停地嘗試
But it dont come easy to me
但這對我而言卻非易事
It dont come easy to me
這對我而言太過困難
Total disaster
這場徹頭徹尾的災難
Grew like a cancer in my chest
像是癌症，在我的胸口
And in the laughter
和笑聲中滋長
Was it pain I thought Id left?
這是否會很痛苦？我想我該離開了
But, Ive been trying
但我一直在嘗試
But that dont come easy to me
可這一切對我而言無比困難
And Ive been working hard to heal
是啊我一直在努力痊癒
But nobody gonna feel what I feel
可從未有人來感受我的痛楚
And now
但是現在啊
Ive been tryna break it down to build it up
我將涅槃重生
Ive been tryna tell myself Im good enough
我在試圖告訴我自己我已足夠優秀
So, tell me its over , say Im sober
所以請告訴我這痛苦已經結束，告訴我我依舊清醒
And Im done
而我已經受夠了
Done with staying out all night until the dawn
受夠了要整晚都徘徊在外，直至黎明破曉
Saying Im alright to cover up the storm
在心中默念我能夠挺過風暴
So, tell me its over, say Im sober
所以請告訴我這痛苦已經結束，告訴我我依舊清醒
These broken pieces
支離破碎後
Stitch back together by a thread
我用針線將自己縫合
I know Ill never
但我知道
Be the same inside my head
我再也不能變回記憶中的自己了
But, Ive been trying
我不停地嘗試
But that dont come easy to me
但這對我而言卻非易事
It dont come easy to me
這對我而言太過困難
And Ive been working hard to heal
是啊我一直在努力痊癒
But nobody gonna feel what I feel
可從未有人來感受我的痛楚
And now
但是現在啊
I've been tryna break it down to build it up
我將涅槃重生
Ive been tryna tell myself Im good enough
我在試圖告訴我自己我已足夠優秀
So, tell me its over, say Im sober
我在試圖告訴我自己我已足夠優秀
And Im done
而我已經受夠了
Done with staying out all night until the dawn
受夠了要整晚都徘徊在外，直至黎明破曉
Saying Im alright to cover up the storm
在心中默念我能夠挺過風暴
So, tell me its over, say Im sober
所以請告訴我這痛苦已經結束，告訴我我依舊清醒
And Im learning through the fire
我在烈火中成長
But the flames are getting hot
可火焰變得越來越灼熱
Every days a little harder on and on
每天的生活都愈加艱難
Goes on and on
愈加艱難
So, I live like its my last
所以，我將每天活成生命的最後一天
Keep the pain inside the past
將苦痛埋藏在過去
I wont go back, wont go back
我將不再回首，我會繼續向前
So, now
因此現在啊
Ive been tryna break it down to build it up
我將涅槃重生
Ive been tryna tell myself Im good enough
我會試圖告訴自己我已足夠優秀
So, tell me its over, say Im sober
所以請告訴我這痛苦已經結束，告訴我我依舊清醒
And Im done
我已經受夠了
Done with staying out all night until the dawn
受夠了要整晚都徘徊在外，直至黎明破曉
Saying Im alright to cover up the storm
在心中默念我能夠挺過風暴
So, tell me its over, say Im sober
所以請告訴我這痛苦已經結束，告訴我我依舊清醒