wasting time

I know I shouldnt be here, but
我知道我不應該出現在這裡
I couldnt help myself
但是我忍不住自己
Cause after all these years, Im
因為過了這麼多年以後
Im kinda buried under blaming myself
我已經沉溺於責怪自己
Yeah, I know its been rocky
我知道有點搖晃不定
For a little while, now
在有些時候現在
But could you ever re-love me?
但你願意重新去愛我嗎
Just a call would be enough right now
只是一個電話就足夠了啊

我整個早上翻看你的信息
Yeah, Im scrolling through the morning
那些消息都是一個樣子
The message is still the same
我一遍遍看著而你卻再不會致電於我
Staring but youre never calling me again
你想要我變成什麼模樣都可以

而你卻對我置之不理叫我怎麼去修復這段關係
Ill be anything you want me to be
讓我做什麼都可以愛我或利用我都可以
But how can we rebuild when you ignore me?
我已經把話說明
Yeah, Ill do anything, just love or use me
Yeah, Ive laid it on the line
但我想我只是在浪費時間而已
Mmm
我寫著一首首情歌
But I guess Im wasting time
而我卻參不透其中的意義

而我如今掙扎於諷刺裡
Ive been writing these love songs
詞語的意義突然明晰我卻再也聽不下去
I never knew what they meant
我整個早上翻看你的信息
But now I struggle with the irony
那些消息都是一個樣子
I cant listen now the words make sense
我一遍遍看著而你卻再不會致電於我

你想要我變成什麼模樣都可以
Im scrolling through the morning
而你卻對我置之不理叫我怎麼去修復這段關係
The message is still the same
讓我做什麼都可以愛我或利用我都可以
Staring but youre never calling me again
我已經把話說明

Ill be anything you want me to be
但我想我只是在浪費時間而已
But how can we rebuild when you ignore me?
我只希望能停留在你的腦海裡
Yeah, Ill do anything, just love or use me?
成為你一段美好的回憶
Yeah, Ive laid it on the line
你會高興地發現
Mmm
我成為的人
But I guess Im wasting
我所做的事

都是因為你
All that I ask is Im in your mind
我會一直去愛你
As a good memory
我的愛永不停息
You were happy to find
你想要我變成什麼模樣都可以
And all that I am
而你卻對我置之不理叫我怎麼去修復這段關係
And all that I do
讓我做什麼都可以愛我或利用我都可以
Is all cause of you
我已經把話說明
And Ill never stop loving you
No, Ill never stop loving you
但我想我只是在浪費時間而已

And Ill be anything you want me to be
But how can we rebuild when you ignore me?
Yeah, Ill do anything, just love or use me
Yeah, Ive laid it on the line
Mmm
But I guess Im wasting time