scare myself

Thoughts keep on racing, one by one
I don't know who they're running from
Biting my lips until they bleed
[?] living life with me
'Cause I'm scared that the monsters that I swear are under my bed
Scared that they might just be all in my head
Scared that I'm dreaming and I'm already dead
And I'm terrified of the shadows that follow me home
Afraid that they'll get me when I'm all alone
Look in the mirror, I see someone else
Sometimes I even scare myself (Oh)
Ain't it kinda funny how
Nobody can cut me down? Like I can
I drag myself through Hell, yeah (Oh)
What's it gonna be today?
Am I gonna 'cause me pain?
I'll be damned, sometimes I even scare myself
Leave me all alone with the voices
End up in the wrong kind of places
Every day's a dark situation
Trying not to hoop with the poison
Peep my face 'cause the real me is pointless
No one else, just the real me to pieces
Lose my mind 'cause I don't wanna keep it
Sometimes I even scare myself (Oh)
Ain't it kinda funny how (Ain't it kinda funny how)
Nobody can cut me down? Like I can (Like I can)
I drag myself through Hell, yeah (Oh)
What's it gonna be today? (What's it gonna be today?)
Am I gonna 'cause me pain?
I'll be damned (I'll be damned), sometimes I even scare myself
'Cause I'm scared that the monsters that I swear are under my bed
Scared that they might just be all in my head
Scared that I'm dreaming and I'm already dead
Sometimes I even scare myself (Oh)
Ain't it kinda funny how (Ain't it kinda funny how)
Nobody can cut me down? Like I can (Like I can)
I drag myself through Hell, yeah (Oh)
What's it gonna be today? (What's it gonna be today?)
Am I gonna 'cause me pain?
I'll be damned (I'll be damned), sometimes I even scare myself
Sometimes I even scare myself
Sometimes I even scare myself
Sometimes I even scare myself