I hate myself and I'm dying

Here I am again
我又来了
Dying on the floor
死在地上
Convince myself that I was young
让我自己证明我还年轻
I know that is full
我知道这结束了
Foolish also turn around
傻子也转身走了
See you’re walking through the door
看到你从门口经过
Even though I told myself that I wouldn’t do this anymore
即使我告诉自己我不会再这样做了
All my friends hate me up to see you find me a ride
我所有的朋友都讨厌我 当看到你找我搭车时
But the butter light in someone’s noise bathroom
浴室里的黄油灯
Scary side in the mirror all day my slow was not true
害怕地看着镜子里的自己 我的沉闷不是真的
Have snapping days and wasting nights to wave
日复一日，挥纵青春
Let you go when my feelings in three the Marvels with my bro home
你走吧，我想和我兄弟一起在家看漫威电影
You let me anyway, all the way don’t to my roads
不管怎样，你让我一路上都迷失我自己
Bye beautiful souls and minds, mind of the pretty flowers bloom
再见灵魂伴侣，愿你心灵如繁花盛开一般
Memories follow always no dancing in the surgery room
记忆接踵而至，但在手术室里不起舞
Here I am again
我又来了
Dying on the floor
死在地上
Convince myself that I was young
让我自己证明我还年轻
I know that is full
我知道这结束了
Foolish also turn around
傻瓜都转身走了
See you’re walking through the door
看到了你从门口经过
Even though I told myself that I wouldn’t do this anymore
即使我告诉我自己不会再这样做了