I hate myself and I'm dying

Here I am again
我又來了
Dying on the floor
死在地上
Convince myself that I was young
讓我自己證明我還年輕
I know that is full
我知道這結束了
Foolish also turn around
傻子也轉身走了
See you're walking through the door
看到你從門口經過
Even though I told myself that I wouldn't do this anymore
即使我告訴自己我不會再這樣做了
All my friends hate me up to see you find me a ride
我所有的朋友都討厭我當看到你找我搭車時
But the butter light in someone's noise bathroom
浴室裡的黃油燈
Scary side in the mirror all day my slow was not true
害怕地看著鏡子裡的自己我的沉悶不是真的
Have snapping days and wasting nights to wave
日復一日，揮縱青春
Let you go when my feelings in three the Marvels with my bro home
你走吧，我想和我兄弟一起在家看漫威電影
You let me anyway, all the way don't to my roads
不管怎樣，你讓我一路上都迷失我自己
Bye beautiful souls and minds, mind of the pretty flowers bloom
再見靈魂伴侶，願你心靈如繁花盛開一般
Memories follow always no dancing in the surgery room
記憶接踵而至，但在手術室裡不起舞
Here I am again
我又來了
Dying on the floor
死在地上
Convince myself that I was young
讓我自己證明我還年輕
I know that is full
我知道這結束了
Foolish also turn around
傻瓜都轉身走了
See you're walking through the door
看到了你從門口經過
Even though I told myself that I wouldn't do this anymore
即使我告訴我自己不會再這樣做了