Working for the Knife

I cry at the start of every movie
每次电影序幕我都会落泪
I guess 'cause I wish I was making things too
或许是因为我也希望自己能制作些作品
But I'm working for the knife
但我却困在自毁倾向的痛苦中

I used to think I would tell stories
曾认为自己能将故事娓娓道来
But nobody cared for the stories I had about
但却未有人来倾听我的故事
No good guys
没人发善心

I always knew the world moves on
我知道世界会不断周转
I just didn't know it would go without me
但我不知道 没有我的存在 世界是否会继续运动
I start the day high and it ends so low
总是满怀激情迎接清晨 却消极结束这日
'Cause I'm working for the knife
因为我总是保守压迫 难以振作

I used to think I'd be done by 20
本以为二十岁人生就到尽头
Now at 29 the road ahead appears the same
如今二十九岁眼看未来 并无区别
Though maybe at 30 I'll see a way to change
或许在三十岁能看到人生转折点
That I'm living for the knife
那时或许不必再被痛苦折磨

I always thought the choice was mine
总以为机遇都由我掌控
And I was right but I just chose wrong
想法是对的 关键是在选择出错
I start the day lying and end with the truth
我开始以谎言开篇 以真相告终
That I'm dying for the knife
我将永远困在这痛苦中