Working for the Knife

I cry at the start of every movie
每次電影序幕我都會落淚
I guess 'cause I wish I was making things too
或許是因為我也希望自己能製作些作品
But I'm working for the knife
但我卻困在自毀傾向的痛苦中

I used to think I would tell stories
曾認為自己能將故事娓娓道來
But nobody cared for the stories I had about
但卻未有人來傾聽我的故事
No good guys
沒人發善心

I always knew the world moves on
我知道世界會不斷周轉
I just didn't know it would go without me
但我不知道沒有我的存在世界是否會繼續運動
I start the day high and it ends so low
總是滿懷激情迎接清晨卻消極結束這日
'Cause I'm working for the knife
因為我總是保守壓迫難以振作

I used to think I' d be done by 20
本以為二十歲人生就到盡頭
Now at 29 the road ahead appears the same
如今二十九歲眼看未來並無區別
Though maybe at 30 I 'll see a way to change
或許在三十歲能看到人生轉折點
That I'm living for the knife
那時或許不必再被痛苦折磨

I always thought the choice was mine
總以為機遇都由我掌控
And I was right but I just chose wrong
想法是對的關鍵是在選擇出錯
I start the day lying and end with the truth
我開始以謊言開篇以真相告終
That I'm dying for the knife
我將永遠困在這痛苦中