焦虑症患者的自我对话

（英文不好 大家见谅）
我看着你的眼睛 流淌出一个声音
时间的脚下没有影 我听不清
涌现的彷徨质疑 堵在眼睑的边际
脑海里辗转着不停 扰乱呼吸
城市里全是黑色的空气
咽下了斑驳的脚印
游荡在荒漠的记忆
什么时候能找到你
面上是无畏的表情
底下却找不到指引
昨天的梦我想不起
他们的话在耳边拥挤 不在意
绑住了勇气 无止境
吃掉了空气 太窒息
笔下的字迹 未成形
look into my eyes you can't see them shine
No matter the ending
may perfect or may disappear
The fake is what i truly did for lie
rehearsal keeps repeated
the nightmare's try'in get to here and
（my）phychosis just gonna be alive
what else can I keep chasing in the sky
aspire to leave it all behind
I can't help screaming through the night
losing my mind but showing kind
When things go out from the inside
and the voice speed out to everybody
You say no longer be the same
The sun will rise above and still shine
Love takes a drive
I thought they just hide I ahh I
I like it here in white