Though i look like i smile
尽管表面上我在笑着
I always hide something inside
我的内心却是一团乱麻
You don't know what they did
你不知道他们怎么扰乱我的
To my feelings fil i messed
搞砸了我的心绪
我总觉得我能挺过去
I always think that i could get over this
但事实上 他们还是给予我一击
But in fact they still come to me
很多时候 我都觉得我不应该这么糟蹋自己
Frequently, sometimes i feel like i shouldn't do this
我害怕
害怕前进
Im afraid
害怕前行
To go
我太恐惧了
Walking on
去面对困难
Im so scared
人们说我多虑了 只是胡思乱想
To face, to them
但他们永远不会明白
为什么我觉得
They say that i'm just overthinking
看起来都像表面那样
But they never understand
但我却很孤独
Why do i think
你问 为什么？
It seems like it's only that
我不明白 这令我无比痛苦
But i feel so really empty too
You ask "Why"?, "Why"?, and "Why"?
I don't understand, and it pains me
5 A.M