Though i look like i smile
儘管表面上我在笑著
I always hide something inside
我的內心卻是一團亂麻
You dont know what they did
你不知道他們怎麼擾亂我的
To my feelings fil i messed
搞砸了我的心緒
我總覺得我能挺過去
I always think that i could get over this
但事實上他們還是給予我一擊
But in fact they still come to me
很多時候我都覺得我不應該這麼糟蹋自己
Frequently, sometimes i feel like i shouldnt do this
我害怕
害怕前進
Im afraid
害怕前行
To go
我太恐懼了
Walking on
去面對困難
Im so scared
人們說我多慮了只是胡思亂想
To face, to them
但他們永遠不會明白
為什麼我覺得
They say that im just overthinking
看起來都像表面那樣
But they never understand
但我卻很孤獨
Why do i think
你問為什麼？
It seems like its only that
我不明白這令我無比痛苦
But i feel so really empty too
You ask 'Why'?, 'Why'?, and 'Why'?
I dont understand, and it pains me
5 A.M