I'm Not Okay (I Promise)

well if you wanted honesty,
如果你想以诚相待
that's all you had to say.
那么请你也推心置腹
i never want to let you down or have you go,
我从未想令你失望抑或离开
it's better off this way.
或许这样也好
for all the dirty looks,
曾经那些不堪的模样
the photographs your boyfriend took,
还有那些你男友拍下的照片
remember when you broke your foot
还记得那次你从二楼跳下
from jumping out the second floor?
弄伤腿吗

我感觉很糟糕
i'm not okay.
我感觉很糟糕
i'm not okay.
我感觉很糟糕
i'm not okay.
你让我如此疲惫不堪
you wear me out.
不知该用什么来向你表明

生命并非如你所见
what will it take to show you
我感觉很糟糕
that it's not the life it seems?
我曾无数遍的告诉着你
(i'm not okay)
你根本不明了你所歌唱的含义
i told you time and time again you sing the words
不过是为了取乐或是炫耀
but still don't know what they mean
又一个没有钩的鱼线
to be a joke and look
我与你紧紧相拥就如同这是最后的一次震撼
another line without a hook
好好想想我说的话!
i held you close as we both shook for the last time
我糟透了
take a good hard look!
我糟透了

我糟透了
i'm not okay.
你让我精疲力竭
i'm not okay.
忘了那些不堪的模样吧
i'm not okay.
比如你男友拍的那些照片
you wear me out.
你说你像读一本书般品读我

只是书页都已残缺不全
forget about the dirty looks
我感觉很好
the photographs your boyfriend took?
我感觉很好
you said you read me like a book,
我现在真的很好
with the pages all torn and frayed
我现在真的很好

但你真该听听我的话
i'm okay.
因为我告诉你的都是事实
i'm okay!
我是认真的
i'm okay, now
我很好!
(i'm okay, now)
相信我吧

我感觉很糟蹋
but you really need to listen to me
我很糟糕
because i'm telling you the truth
是的，我很糟糕
i mean it
我的糟糕透了
i'm okay!
我感觉糟极了
(trust me.)
糟糕透了

i'm not okay
i'm not okay
well i'm not okay
i'm not ******* okay
(i'm not okay)
i'm not okay(okay)