courage

Wet paper on my doorstep, raining all night
It's okay, I don't wanna read it anyway
Turn the TV just to hear the voices talking, maybe
Sofa's so uncomfortable
When I jam the door and leave it open
But I've been thinking
If I try again, I know I'd run
Dropping the words through the back of my tongue
Poisonous is what I've become
I'd try again, but I don't have the courage
Facing the sun from the rooftop playing a sad song
Feeling bad for myself
All my friends back home say I should be happy, maybe
Sofa's so uncomfortable
When I jam the door and leave it open
But I've been thinking
If I try again, I know I'd run
Dropping the words through the back of my tongue
Poisonous is what I've become
I'd try again, but I don't have the courage, oh
Oh, oh
(Courage)
It hurts so good, bad nights feel the same as they did then
I wish someone had told me how it ends
I'm not so good at trying my words, in my defense
I wish someone had told me, told me
If I try again, I know I'd run
Dropping the words through the back of my tongue
Poisonous is what I've become
I'd try again, but I don't have the courage (Courage)
Oh, I'm poisonous
(Courage)
If I try again
If I try again
Oh, no
(Courage)
Yeah
(Courage)