Barricade

Cause I don't wanna fear you
我不想再害怕你了
I can't concentrate
如果一直看见你的脸
If I keep seeing your face
我就无法集中精神
Showing up in tea leaves
倒影在茶面
Lit up on my TV
出现在我的电视
I can't stand up straight
在你的压力面前
Under your gravity
我不能直立行走
So I lay awake with my eyes closed
所以我躺下闭眼放弃了思考
But who can really sleep
但谁又会真的入睡
When you're counting them high
当茶叶开始在体内蒸发
On your long summer drives
在你漫长的仲夏之旅
For mercy's sake
出于一些怜悯吧
Would you look at your life?
你会直视你的人生吗？
Would you look at your life?
你敢面对自己的灵魂吗？
Now I'm not eating
我现在没在吃饭
I can't speak up
我无法诉说
Under the table my legs are crossed
双脚在桌下交叉
What the hell am I doing here in the golden dark?
我到底在做什么 在这黄金时分？
What the hell am I doing here in the golden dark?
我在这美丽的夜晚在干什么？
Feeling like I'm someone else who looks the part
感觉自己和其他人没两样了
I built up barricades to block my heart
我在心中建立了路障
Cause I don't wanna fear you
只因我不想再害怕了
I don't wanna fear you
我不要再害怕你了
I can't punctuate
我不能画下句号
These boneless days
为那些动弹不得的日子
They keep crawling in
他们不断攀爬
Sinking into my skin
渗入我的肌肤
I'm under your gravity
我在你的重力下
Frozen mathematically
冰冻到零点
And I lay awake with my eyes closed
然后闭上眼缓缓睡去
But who can really move
但谁又能真正逃离
When you're counting them high
当茶叶开始在体内蒸发
On your long summer drives
在你漫长的仲夏之旅
For mercy's sake, for mercy's sake, for mercy's sake
求求你了，出于一些怜悯吧
I thought I'd ride all the same roads and skies
我原以为我会驶向一样的道路和天空
For mercy's sake
求求你了
Would you look at your life?
你会直视你的人生吗？
Would you look at your life?
你敢面对自己的灵魂吗？
And I'm not breathing
我现在屏住呼吸
I can't speak up
无法诉说
Under the table my legs are crossed
双腿在桌下交叉
What the hell am I doing here in the golden dark?
我到底在做什么 在这黄金时分？
What the hell am I doing here in the golden dark?
我在这美丽的夜晚在干什么？
Feeling like I'm someone else who looks the part
感觉自己和其他人没两样了
I built up barricades to block my heart
我在心中建立了路障
Cause I don't wanna fear you
只因我不想再害怕了
(What the hell am I doing here in the golden dark)
我到底在做什么 在这黄金时分？
Who'd I think I was?
我以为自己是谁?
I'll never ride all the same roads and skies because
我永远不会驶向一样的道路和天空
I'm under your gravity
我在你的重力下
Frozen mathematically
冰冻到零点
Crushed between your teeth
在你的牙齿间碎裂
I lay awake with my eyes closed
然后缓缓睡去
I lay awake with my eyes closed
闭眼放弃了思考