Emotional Bruises

How do I word this
我该如何将一切用语言表达
Was about to write you this letter
本想给你写这封信
But it was just curses in cursive
但写出的都是潦草的诅咒之语
You probably deserve it
这大概是你应得的
But that's so impersonal should tell you in person
但它如此冷漠，我应该当面告知你
I hope it don't hurt you
希望它不会伤到你
But then I've been hurt too by you
我也曾被你伤的体无完肤
The truth is all you do is
事实上
Leave me emotional bruises
感情上你给我留下数不胜数的瘀伤
You're callin' me up to link up and figure s**t out
你打给我希望将一切理清
No doubt time's out we never figure s**t out
不用说直到结束我们都无法解决问题
I can't do this no more you’ve got me on life support
我无法再坚持下去，你说是我在维持你的生命
'Cause this is the fifth time I've taken you back
因为这是我第五次原谅你
It's the fourth time that we've relapsed
第四次复合
It's the third-second chance that I've given you
第三次给你第二个机会
For the first time let this be the last time
从这次开始让一切都不要再重复
Fifth time I've taken you back
我第五次原谅你
It's the fourth time
这是第四次
That I've collapsed into your arms
我倒在你的怀中
It's so hard but for the best
虽然艰难但这是最好的选择
For the first time let this be the last
从这次开始让一切都不要再重复
This vicious cycle it's driving me psycho
这危险的循环让我精神失常
I'm anxious need someone to come check my vitals
我焦虑不安，需要人来检查我的脉搏
Come check my vitals
检查我的脉搏
One minute I'm leaving the next I forgive you
上一秒我本要离去，下一秒却原谅了你
You're callin' me up to link up and figure s**t out
你打给我希望将一切理清
No doubt time's out we never figure s**t out
不用说直到结束我们都无法解决问题
I can't do this no more cutting off the life support
我无法再坚持下去，你说是我在维持你的生命
'Cause this is the fifth time I've taken you back
因为这是我第五次原谅你
It's the fourth time that we've relapsed
第四次复合
It's the third-second chance that I've given you
第三次给你第二个机会
For the first time let this be the last time
从这次开始让一切都不要再重复
Fifth time I've taken you back
我第五次原谅你
It's the fourth time
这是第四次
That I've collapsed into your arms
我倒在你的怀中
It's so hard but for the best
虽然艰难但这是最好的选择
For the first time let this be the last
从这次开始让一切都不要再重复
Please please let this be the last no it’s gotta be oh it’s truly the last
让这成为最后一次