Emotional Bruises

How do I word this
我該如何將一切用語言表達
Was about to write you this letter
本想給你寫這封信
But it was just curses in cursive
但寫出的都是潦草的詛咒之語
You probably deserve it
這大概是你應得的
But that's so impersonal should tell you in person
但它如此冷漠，我應該當面告知你
I hope it don't hurt you
希望它不會傷到你
But then I've been hurt too by you
我也曾被你傷的體無完膚
The truth is all you do is
事實上
Leave me emotional bruises
感情上你給我留下數不勝數的瘀傷
You're callin' me up to link up and figure s **t out
你打給我希望將一切理清
No doubt time's out we never figure s**t out
不用說直到結束我們都無法解決問題
I can't do this no more you've got me on life support
我無法再堅持下去，你說是我在維持你的生命
'Cause this is the fifth time I've taken you back
因為這是我第五次原諒你
It's the fourth time that we've relapsed
第四次復合
It's the third-second chance that I've given you
第三次給你第二個機會
For the first time let this be the last time
從這次開始讓一切都不要再重複
Fifth time I've taken you back
我第五次原諒你
It's the fourth time
這是第四次
That I've collapsed into your arms
我倒在你的懷中
It's so hard but for the best
雖然艱難但這是最好的選擇
For the first time let this be the last
從這次開始讓一切都不要再重複
This vicious cycle it's driving me psycho
這危險的循環讓我精神失常
I'm anxious need someone to come check my vitals
我焦慮不安，需要人來檢查我的脈搏
Come check my vitals
檢查我的脈搏
One minute I'm leaving the next I forgive you
上一秒我本要離去，下一秒卻原諒了你
You're callin' me up to link up and figure s**t out
你打給我希望將一切理清
No doubt time's out we never figure s**t out
不用說直到結束我們都無法解決問題
I can't do this no more cutting off the life support
我無法再堅持下去，你說是我在維持你的生命
'Cause this is the fifth time I've taken you back
因為這是我第五次原諒你
It's the fourth time that we've relapsed
第四次復合
It's the third- second chance that I've given you
第三次給你第二個機會
For the first time let this be the last time
從這次開始讓一切都不要再重複
Fifth time I've taken you back
我第五次原諒你
It's the fourth time
這是第四次
That I've collapsed into your arms
我倒在你的懷中
It's so hard but for the best
雖然艱難但這是最好的選擇
For the first time let this be the last
從這次開始讓一切都不要再重複
Please please let this be the last no it's gotta be oh it's truly the last
讓這成為最後一次