Emotionally Scarred
A love letter came through the mail it said "I miss you"
“我想你了”信箱里来了封信
I ripped it up and flushed with the tissue try to forget you
我把它撕成碎片 用纸巾擦了擦脸 试图忘记你
I ain't got nothing against you we human we all got issues
我对你没有意见 生而为人 错误不可避免
But I'm tired of being tired of being tired
但是我已经厌倦了反复的厌倦
That part of me done died
这让我痛不欲生
I see it then I don't act like I'm blind
我视而不见 不去多管闲事
I'm confident it won't be one of mine
不同流合污 我打包票
I know emotions come with lies so I tell the truth all the time
我知道感情中充斥着谎言 所以我言出必行 只说真话
Ain't got no sympathy for no b***h
从不同情那些小人
I admit that I'm rich and I'm lit
说白了 我不仅有钱 全场也能被我拿下
Jumpin' up on stages I get two hundred occasion
跳上舞台 数不尽的机会向我招手
Bro had really f**ked the game up we made n***as shut they trap down
我们让整个说唱圈子为此震惊 活不好的就快点停工
They see how I made it I'm the reason they won't rap now
他们看到我是怎么走上神坛的 我就是他们放弃的原因
See me out in traffic make a hater pull his hat down
驾驶在车水马龙 即使看我不爽 但见我还要行脱帽礼
The biggest OG's salute me a stylist can't even style me
老炮对我抱有敬意 造型师甚至不能为我设计外型(双关Style 指风格 “没有一个人能够定义我所属的风格”)
The robbers probably wanna get me I'm hoppin' out Lamborghinis
匪哥们可能想着逮到我 我跳出兰博基尼(小宝下一张混音带叫Lamborghini Boys)
The youngins turn in my city they try me I get it cracking
亚特兰大的年轻人企图考验我 那就别怪我下手不客气
Some of this still would happen if I never had started rapping
有些时候这些破事还会发生 如果我没有开始我的说唱生涯
My people them still steady trapping and they still be getting active
我的人仍然稳定整货 做着说唱 他们积极向上 不论别人说些什么
I tell 'em to chill I'm tryna run up these M's
让他们放轻松 我尽力一百万一百万的赚
Paid cash and then he post the crib
付点现金美刀 新房子到手
Nah
I can't show nobody where my mama live that's how I 'posed to feel
我不能告诉别人我妈家的地址 这是真人真事 真情实感
My niece just asked me were my diamonds real I said "Of course"
我侄女问 我的钻石是真的吗 我说:“确实”
I just played the hand that I was dealt didn't have to force
我只是做了我应该做的事情 这倘如大自然的规律
All around the world they know it's me they hear my voice
全世界都知道我名字 当他们听到我的声音时
And I done it all in a pair of Diors yeah
我轻轻松松完成任务 再入手了双Dior
Young age learned how to get paid
年纪轻轻 养活自己
We gon' get the money
(钱进我腰包)
Big stage long way from Section 8
广阔舞台 曾经租房
Ballin' other countries
(全世界开花)
Big wave he gon' have to get saved
钻石风波 我拉他一把
Big old wave
(惊涛巨浪)
Ridin' in the foreign chiefin' on the forest
驾驶着外国豪车 吸掉一整片森林
I know I wasn't there for you at least I said I'm sorry
我知道我没有守约 至少我说了抱歉
You know what it was I told you that I was heartless
你知道事情的起因 我早就告诉你 我冷血无情
I'm emotionally scarred that ain't even your fault
我的感情伤痕累累 这不是你的错
But don't listen to them haters tryna fill your ears with salt
但是相信我 不要听那些黑子攻击我的话
All this revenue coming in I'll probably never spend
所有这些收入 我可能永远都不会花完
I just bought my BM a Benz now that's another Benz
刚给孩子他娘买辆奔驰 现在又入手了一辆
I just cut off all of my friends and brought my brothers in
我和那些所谓的朋友断绝了关系 因为我只要真正的兄弟
I don't see nobody but me who I'm gon' lose to
放眼望去 我孤身一人 我有什么可输的
I can't move around without tools these n***as loose screws
没有工具我出不了门 看这些松掉的螺丝(双关 Tool指防具/工具 把小人比作螺丝 就是用防具/工具修理他们)
I can see me taking the lead over the new school
我眼看我成为了New School的领头羊
They remember me from selling w**d at my old school
然而他们只记得我以前犯的错(Old School和前面New School呼应)
Only hit it once and now it's old news
我发誓我只做了一次 那是已然过去式
Blew up who the f**k would knew
街头流言的背后 谁会知道事实?
Paint my Trackhawk Nipsey Blue
把我的Trackhawk涂成Nipsey般的蓝色(吉普大切诺基Trackhawk款SUV Nipsey的蓝色指Nipsey所属瘸帮的帮派颜色)
If I get one you get one too I really move how bosses move
我该有的东西 那你也不能少 学习前辈的精神 像他们般努力
I never call myself a G.O.A.T.
从不称作自己为“永世传奇”
I leave that love to the people
让这评价给大众评判
Everybody can't go to the top I had to leave some people
我只能带你一时 让每一个人走起来近似不可能
I'ma be forever scheming woke up I thought I was dreaming
我将永远享受在药物的快感中 醒来 我以为现实是黄粱一梦
Watched my lil' boy play with toys I just dropped a tear of joy
看着我的孩子快乐玩耍 我流下了喜悦的泪水
Some s**t that I feel for
有时候我感觉
I been going crazy with that scoring call me baby Harden
我就是得分传奇 叫我404队的哈登
They say I'll be great I guess I'm waiting for it
他们说我将会是传奇 我想 会有那一天的
Young age learned how to get paid
年纪轻轻 养活自己
We gon' get the money
(钱进我腰包)
Big stage long way from Section 8
广阔舞台 曾经租房
Ballin' other countries
(全世界开花)
Big wave he gon' have to get saved
钻石风波 我拉他一把
Big old wave
(惊涛巨浪)
Ridin' in the foreign chiefin' on the forest
驾驶着外国豪车 吸掉一整片森林
I know I wasn't there for you at least I said I'm sorry
我知道我没有守约 至少我说了抱歉
You know what it was I told you that I was heartless
你知道事情的起因 我早就告诉你 我冷血无情
I'm emotionally scarred that ain't even your fault
我的感情伤痕累累 这不是你的错
But don't listen to them haters tryna fill your ears with salt
但是相信我 不要听那些黑子攻击我的话
Young age learned how to get paid
年纪轻轻 养活自己
We gon' get the money
(钱进我腰包)
Big stage long way from Section 8
广阔舞台 曾经租房
Ballin' other countries
(全世界开花)
Big wave he gon' have to get saved
钻石风波 我拉他一把
Big old wave
(惊涛巨浪)
Ridin' in the foreign chiefin' on the forest
驾驶着外国豪车 吸掉一整片森林
I know I wasn't there for you at least I said I'm sorry
我知道我没有守约 至少我说了抱歉
You know what it was I told you that I was heartless
你知道事情的起因 我早就告诉你 我冷血无情
I'm emotionally scarred that ain't even your fault
我的感情伤痕累累 这不是你的错
But don't listen to them haters tryna fill your ears with salt
但是相信我 不要听那些黑子攻击我的话