emotionally scarred

A love letter came through the mail it said 'I miss you'
“我想你了”信箱裡來了封信
I ripped it up and flushed with the tissue try to forget you
我把它撕成碎片用紙巾擦了擦臉試圖忘記你
I ain't got nothing against you we human we all got issues
我對你沒有意見生而為人錯誤不可避免
But I' m tired of being tired of being tired
但是我已經厭倦了反复的厭倦
That part of me done died
這讓我痛不欲生
I see it then I don't act like I' m blind
我視而不見不去多管閒事
I'm confident it won't be one of mine
不同流合污我打包票
I know emotions come with lies so I tell the truth all the time
我知道感情中充斥著謊言所以我言出必行只說真話
Ain't got no sympathy for no b***h
從不同情那些小人
I admit that I'm rich and I'm lit
說白了我不僅有錢全場也能被我拿下
Jumpin' up on stages I get two hundred occasion
跳上舞台數不盡的機會向我招手
Bro had really f**ked the game up we made n***as shut they trap down
我們讓整個說唱圈子為此震驚活不好的就快點停工
They see how I made it I'm the reason they won't rap now
他們看到我是怎麼走上神壇的我就是他們放棄的原因
See me out in traffic make a hater pull his hat down
駕駛在車水馬龍即使看我不爽但見我還要行脫帽禮
The biggest OG's salute me a stylist can't even style me
老炮對我抱有敬意造型師甚至不能為我設計外型（雙關Style 指風格“沒有一個人能夠定義我所屬的風格”）
The robbers probably wanna get me I'm hoppin' out Lamborghinis
匪哥們可能想著逮到我我跳出蘭博基尼（小寶下一張混音帶叫Lamborghini Boys）
The youngins turn in my city they try me I get it cracking
亞特蘭大的年輕人企圖考驗我那就別怪我下手不客氣
Some of this still would happen if I never had started rapping
有些時候這些破事還會發生如果我沒有開始我的說唱生涯
My people them still steady trapping and they still be getting active
我的人仍然穩定整貨做著說唱他們積極向上不論別人說些什麼
I tell 'em to chill I'm tryna run up these M's
讓他們放輕鬆我盡力一百萬一百萬的賺
Paid cash and then he post the crib
付點現金美刀新房子到手
Nah
I can't show nobody where my mama live that's how I 'posed to feel
我不能告訴別人我媽家的地址這是真人真事真情實感
My niece just asked me were my diamonds real I said 'Of course'
我侄女問我的鑽石是真的嗎我說:“確實”
I just played the hand that I was dealt didn't have to force
我只是做了我應該做的事情這倘如大自然的規律
All around the world they know it's me they hear my voice
全世界都知道我名字當他們聽到我的聲音時
And I done it all in a pair of Diors yeah
我輕輕鬆松完成任務再入手了雙Dior
Young age learned how to get paid
年紀輕輕養活自己
We gon' get the money
（錢進我腰包）
Big stage long way from Section 8
廣闊舞台曾經租房
Ballin' other countries
（全世界開花）
Big wave he gon' have to get saved
鑽石風波我拉他一把
Big old wave
（驚濤巨浪）
Ridin' in the foreign chiefin' on the forest
駕駛著外國豪車吸掉一整片森林
I know I wasn't there for you at least I said I'm sorry
我知道我沒有守約至少我說了抱歉
You know what it was I told you that I was heartless
你知道事情的起因我早就告訴你我冷血無情
I'm emotionally scarred that ain't even your fault
我的感情傷痕累累這不是你的錯
But don't listen to them haters tryna fill your ears with salt
但是相信我不要聽那些黑子攻擊我的話
All this revenue coming in I'll probably never spend
所有這些收入我可能永遠都不會花完
I just bought my BM a Benz now that's another Benz
剛給孩子他娘買輛奔馳現在又入手了一輛
I just cut off all of my friends and brought my brothers in
我和那些所謂的朋友斷絕了關係因為我只要真正的兄弟
I don't see nobody but me who I'm gon' lose to
放眼望去我孤身一人我有什麼可輸的
I can't move around without tools these n***as loose screws
沒有工具我出不了門看這些松掉的螺絲（雙關Tool指防具/工具把小人比作螺絲就是用防具/工具修理他們）
I can see metaking the lead over the new school
我眼看我成為了New School的領頭羊
They remember me from selling w**d at my old school
然而他們只記得我以前犯的錯（Old School和前面New School呼應）
Only hit it once and now it's old news
我發誓我只做了一次那是已然過去式
Blew up who the f**k would knew
街頭流言的背後誰會知道事實？
Paint my Trackhawk Nipsey Blue
把我的Trackhawk塗成Nipsey般的藍色（吉普大切諾基Trackhawk款SUV Nipsey的藍色指Nipsey所屬瘸幫的幫派顏色）
If I get one you get one too I really move how bosses move
我該有的東西那你也不能少學習前輩的精神像他們般努力
I never call myself a G.O.A.T.
從不稱作自己為“永世傳奇”
I leave that love to the people
讓這評價給大眾評判
Everybody can't go to the top I had to leave some people
我只能帶你一時讓每一個人走起來近似不可能
I'ma be forever scheming woke up I thought I was dreaming
我將永遠享受在藥物的快感中醒來我以為現實是黃粱一夢
Watched my lil ' boy play with toys I just dropped a tear of joy
看著我的孩子快樂玩耍我流下了喜悅的淚水
Some s**t that I feel for
有時候我感覺
I been going crazy with that scoring call me baby Harden
我就是得分傳奇叫我404隊的哈登
They say I'll be great I guess I'm waiting for it
他們說我將會是傳奇我想會有那一天的
Young age learned how to get paid
年紀輕輕養活自己
We gon' get the money
（錢進我腰包）
Big stage long way from Section 8
廣闊舞台曾經租房
Ballin' other countries
（全世界開花）
Big wave he gon' have to get saved
鑽石風波我拉他一把
Big old wave
（驚濤巨浪）
Ridin' in the foreign chiefin' on the forest
駕駛著外國豪車吸掉一整片森林
I know I wasn' t there for you at least I said I'm sorry
我知道我沒有守約至少我說了抱歉
You know what it was I told you that I was heartless
你知道事情的起因我早就告訴你我冷血無情
I'm emotionally scarred that ain't even your fault
我的感情傷痕累累這不是你的錯
But don't listen to them haters tryna fill your ears with salt
但是相信我不要聽那些黑子攻擊我的話
Young age learned how to get paid
年紀輕輕養活自己
We gon ' get the money
（錢進我腰包）
Big stage long way from Section 8
廣闊舞台曾經租房
Ballin' other countries
（全世界開花）
Big wave he gon' have to get saved
鑽石風波我拉他一把
Big old wave
（驚濤巨浪）
Ridin' in the foreign chiefin' on the forest
駕駛著外國豪車吸掉一整片森林
I know I wasn't there for you at least I said I'm sorry
我知道我沒有守約至少我說了抱歉
You know what it was I told you that I was heartless
你知道事情的起因我早就告訴你我冷血無情
I'm emotionally scarred that ain't even your fault
我的感情傷痕累累這不是你的錯
But don't listen to them haters tryna fill your ears with salt
但是相信我不要聽那些黑子攻擊我的話