Control

Early in the morning I still get a little bit nervous
Fighting my anxiety constantly I try to control it
Even when I know its been forever
I can still feel the spin
Hurts when I remember and
I never wanna feel it again
Dont know if you get it cause
I cant express how thankful I am
That you were always with me when
It hurts I know that you understand
I dont wanna lose control
Nothing I can do anymore
Trying every day when I hold my breath
Spinning out in space pressing on my chest
I dont wanna lose control
Sometimes I still think its coming but I know its not
Trying to breathe in and then out but the air gets caught
Cause even though Im older now and
I know how to shake off the past
I wouldnt have made it if
I didnt have you holding my hand
I dont wanna lose control
Nothing I can do anymore
Trying every day when I hold my breath
Spinning out in space pressing on my chest
I dont wanna lose control
I need you to know I would
Never be this strong without you
Youve seen how Ive grown you took all my doubt
Cause you were home
I dont wanna lose control
Theres nothing I can do anymore
I dont wanna lose control
Nothing I can do anymore anymore anymore
Trying every day when I hold my breath
Spinning out in space pressing on my chest
I dont wanna lose control