Hurtful

I used to laugh it of
I used to look the other way
I used to save them troubles
For another day
I kept my fingers crossed
I used to never take the blame
I'd pull a sunshine story in the pouring rain
The more I have to change I just stay the same
(The same, the same, I stayed the same)
You don't know what you got
'Till you're missing it a lot
I had to go throw it away
I was wrong from the start
From the bottom of my heart, I apologize
What I did to you was hurtful
What I'm going through is hurtful
I used to bide my time
I used to be around the bush
I'd rather give my ego another push
I used to be a fool
It was a foolish game I played
And it's a fool's faith, coming mistakes I made
Once I had it right, it was all too late
(To late, to late, to little to late)
You don't know what you got
Until you're missing it a lot
I had to go throw it away
I was wrong from the start
From the bottom of my heart, I apologize
What I did to you was hurtful
What I'm going through is hurtful
What I'm going through is hurtful
It is hurtful, it's hurtful
Oh, what I did to you
(What I did to you)
What I did to you was hurtful
What I'm going through is hurtful
I was wrong from the start
From the bottom of my heart, I apologize
What I did to you was hurtful
What I'm going through is hurtful