Waitin' for You

I guess forever ain't for me
I'm sinking down how do I breathe?
(Won't be waitin' for you)
All brand new that's how you seem
You tryna be the man I wanted you to be
But now everybody's got their hands full
No time for me to run around in circles
You heard it from me
'Cause nothing ever seems worthwhile
Until I know you're gonna admire me from afar
It's getting kind of hard to get myself together
Not as easy as a thank you, next
Just wanna glow up, gotta show up
But do I really want this if you are not a part of it?
Dear God
Tell me what I want to know
You're all I know
I feel it now that I'm alone
But when you come home
I won't be waitin' for you
I won't be waitin' for you
I got things that I wanna do
I won't be waitin' for you
I sit down with my face inside my hands
Where will I go, I need to know
If the light on the other side
Has to come from another guy
Or if I'll find it in my mind
Dear God
Tell me what I want to know
You're all I know
I feel it now that I'm alone
So when you come home
I won't be waitin' for you
I won't be waitin' for you
I got things I gotta do
I won't be waitin' for you