Waitin for You

I guess forever aint for me
Im sinking down how do I breathe?
(Wont be waitin for you)
All brand new thats how you seem
You tryna be the man I wanted you to be
But now everybodys got their hands full
No time for me to run around in circles
You heard it from me
Cause nothing ever seems worthwhile
Until I know youre gonna admire me from afar
Its getting kind of hard to get myself together
Not as easy as a thank you, next
Just wanna glow up, gotta show up
But do I really want this if you are not a part of it?
Dear God
Tell me what I want to know
Youre all I know
I feel it now that Im alone
But when you come home
I wont be waitin for you
I wont be waitin for you
I got things that I wanna do
I wont be waitin for you
I sit down with my face inside my hands
Where will I go, I need to know
If the light on the other side
Has to come from another guy
Or if Ill find it in my mind
Dear God
Tell me what I want to know
Youre all I know
I feel it now that Im alone
So when you come home
I wont be waitin for you
I wont be waitin for you
I got things I gotta do
I wont be waitin for you