Time

April 27th, 2019
2019年4月27日
I hope you hear, I hope this reaches you, uh
我希望你能听到，我希望这封信件你能收到
All the money in the world, I can't find where they selling time
这个世界金钱无数，我却找不到售卖时间的地方
One button, that rewind, I’m just taking sip of this wine, let me catch you up
按下回到过去的按钮，我只是轻啜这杯美酒，就让我与你叙叙旧
It's been some time, let's me catch you up
好久不见，让我带你追忆往事
Yeah, uh, uh

I don’t know where to start
我不知该从何开始
But something told me, write this down and just speak from the heart
但总有什么告诉我，写下这些，吐露心声
It's been fourteen years since I found you all alone in the dark
离我发现你黑暗之中孑然一身已过去十四春秋
But losing you, brought us together when it could've tore us apart
但我永远失去了你，本应天人两隔，却将你我拉得更近
Mom still ain't good, she misses you, shе think 'bout you daily
母亲身体仍旧欠佳，她很想你，日日夜夜都想着你
We got a dog after you passed and shе nicknamed her Missy
你走后我们养了一只狗，她给它取名为Missy
She lives alone out in New Orleans, she always tells me she miss me
她一个人住在遥远的新奥尔良，她一直对我说她很想我
But such as life, this story's real, it's not a movie by Disney
但这就是人生，真实的故事而非迪士尼的童话电影
She'll probably tell you I wrote a song and put your story inside it, ****
她也许会告诉你，我写下了一首歌，并也把你写了进去
I forgot to tell you, I’m a heck a famous rapper now
我忘了告诉你，我现在也算是名声在外的Rapper了
Signed a record deal , I made all of my dreams come true
我已努力成功地让我的梦想成真
I toured the world, made platinums albums and I still stayed true
我巡演周游世界，做了不少白金唱片，而仍然保持真实
It’s so much to catch up on now as I think out loud
有太多要跟你诉说，我正敞开心扉，吐露心语
When you passed, I was ****in' up, still I was a problem child
当你逝去，我一团糟，仍是那个问题少年
But we had promises to each other, yeah, I swore and I vowed
但我们对彼此做过承诺，牢记你我的誓言
I went to college, I graduated, I would’ve made you proud
我上了大学，毕业，我将会让你自豪
I'm 'bout to turn thirty, James is 'bout to turn twenty-seven
我就要满三十岁了，詹姆也要二十七岁了
He’s finding himself still, but I know he'll find out in a second
他仍寻觅着真正的自己，但我知道不出一瞬他自会发现
He graduated from the same school that I went to in NOLA
他从我在新奥尔良的同一所大学毕业
He lives right up the street from moms, it's crazy as he's gotten older
他混迹街头，远离母亲，真疯狂他已长大成熟
He's mature beyond his years, he's the best guy I know
他有着超越他年龄的成熟，他是我认识最棒的家伙
I find the older I get, it's like the less that I know
我发现随着我年龄渐长，我明白的反而越少，愈加困惑
This world's confusing, sometimes I feel all depressed, filled with gloom
这个世界让人迷失方向，有时候我满腔抑郁，阴沉充斥了我
The more and more I understand why you had to hide in that room, ****
我也越来越能理解你为何不得不躲在那间房间
It's been some time since I had someone I could tell this shit
自我有一个人能倾诉这一切已过去了好久
Celebrity life is full of everyone expecting shit
作为名人的生活，就是要承受人们对你的满心期待
In 2019, life is crazy, and it's evident, wait
2019年，生活太过疯狂，这显而易见
You won't believe this part but Trump was the president
你不会信的，但川普竟是那时的总统

And Leo finally got his Oscar after all
而小李也终于拿到了他的奥斯卡
And the Warriors were finally the best team in basketball
勇士队也总算成为篮球里的最佳队伍
Anyways that's all for now, I'll keep it short and sweet
不管怎样，就说这些吧，我长话短说，讲些美好的
I'll save the rest until the next time we meet (I miss you,Melissa )
剩下的我留给下次我们再见时讲 (我想你，上帝保佑你)

I found peace
我找到了我内心的平静
Hope this moment's brief
希望这一切能转瞬即逝
Shaded memories
旧时回忆已然蒙上阴影
I can hardly speak
我几乎说不出任何话语
I found peace (In our/all dreams)
我找到了我内心的平静 (在你我梦中)
I just grin my teeth
我只是紧咬着我的牙关
Through teary eyes I see
尽管我看见你泪眼婆娑
Smiling back at me
你仍然以暖心微笑报我
I found peace
我找到了我内心的平静

Yeah, uh
Been seven months since you left
自你离去已过去了七月
Some nights it hits me harder than others, that's when I get depressed
有些夜晚情绪更加凶猛袭来，那时我感到压抑
I play your shit, but I had to stop reading old texts
我放着你的音乐，但我必须停下读你我过去的短信
I shed tears sometimes still, **** it, I've been a mess
我有时也会流下眼泪，淦，我一团糟
Knowing myself, I was too proud to ever tell this to you
我了解自己，我太自大以至我从不对你说这些
But since you popped out first, I used to be a lil' jealous of you
但自从你先爆红之后，我曾对你有些嫉妒
I used to hate sometimes, Jameel said that's my you
我过去有时也痛恨这事实，但Jameel说我迟早迎头赶上
But I was broke and unsuccessful, what you expect me to do?
但我一贫如洗，毫无起色，你还想要我怎样？
See as to why it was rap that felt like they would always compare us
算是看清了为何人们总是比较你我的Rap
Except you sell out shows across the world from Oakland to Paris
还有，你全球巡演都火爆售罄，从这里到巴黎
And I was still at my mom's crib, that means I live with my parents
而我仍住在我妈的公寓里，跟我父母住在一起
I couldn't sell shit out in my town, I was slightly embarrassed
我在自己的村子场子都卖不出，有些尴尬
Fast forward some years, I finally caught up a bit
快进个几年，我总算赶上了一点
I always wonder 'bout that time, like if you ****ed with my shit
我那时总是好奇，你都喜欢我做的曲子吗
And then we finally met in Europe, playing festivals, shows
而到了你我终于在欧洲相见，在音乐节秀场上表演
You watch my set sidestage, I'm tryna flex at them shows
你在偏台的地方看着我的演出，我还试图炫耀一番
Until I went and watched yours, you burnt that shit down
直到我去看了你的表演，你简直点燃全场
We talked shit and caught afterwards, you ****ed with my sound
之后我们见了面聊了天，你说你喜欢我的音乐
We clicked, immediately, time passed in a blink
我们取得了联系，然而马上光阴转瞬即逝
Talking shit, I can't believe that was the first time we linked
火热聊着，不敢相信这是你我第一次建立联结
What I was going through with Ash', you went through with Ariana
聊着我和Halsey相处如何，与你和Ariana进展怎样
And you would check in on me daily, help me deal with that drama
而你也每天关心着我，帮我处理那些抓马
Come to think of it, we talked like every day last summer
回想起这些，去年夏天我们好似每天交谈
You were like a big brother, crazy that you was younger
你好像一个大哥，不敢相信你还比我年轻

It's, only a dream until it happens to you
遇见你之前一切不过幻梦一场
But no one ever told me these things would be happening too, ****
但没有人告诉我撒手人寰这种事也会发生，淦
Anyways that's all for now, I'll keep it short and sweet
不管怎样，就说这些吧，我长话短说，讲些美好的
I'll save the rest until the next time we meet (I miss you, Mac)
剩下的我留给下次我们再见时讲 (我想念你，Mac)

我找到了我内心的平静
I found peace
希望这一切能转瞬即逝
Hope this moment's brief
旧时回忆已然蒙上阴影
Shaded memories
我几乎说不出任何话语
I can hardly speak
我找到了我内心的平静 (在你我梦中)
I found peace (In our/all dreams)
我只是紧咬着我的牙关
I just grin my teeth
尽管我看见你泪眼婆娑
Through teary eyes I see
你仍然以暖心微笑报我
Smiling back at me
我找到了我内心的平静
I found peace

这个世界金钱无数，我却找不到售卖时间的地方
All the money in the world, I can't find where they selling time
按下回到过去的按钮，我只是轻啜这杯美酒，就让我与你叙叙旧
One button, that rewind, I'm just taking sip of this wine, let me catch you up
好久不见，让我带你追忆往事
It's been a while, let's me catch you up
Yeah, uh, uh
(Scoop Dezel)