Self Esteem
I wrote her off for the tenth time today
今天第十次划去了她的名字
And practiced all the things I would say
又练习了一遍所有要说的话
But she came over
但是她走来
I lost my nerve
我胆怯语塞
I took her back and made her dessert
我带她回家又给她做甜点
Now I know I'm being used
现在我知道自己被利用了
That's okay man 'cause I like the abuse
没关系兄弟因为我喜欢被滥用
I know she playing with me
我知道她在玩弄我
That's okay 'cause I've got no self esteem
没关系兄弟因为我没有自尊
We make plans to go out at night
我们约定好晚上出去晃
I wait till 2 then I turn out the light
我等到凌晨2点然后熄了灯
All these rejection's got me so low
所有的这些拒绝让我如此消沉
If she keeps it up I just might tell her so
如果她一直这样我会告诉她情况
[01:59.00]When she's saying that she wants only me
当她说着她要的只是我
[02:04.00]Than I wonder why she sleeps with my friends
我想知道为什么她和我的朋友们上床
[02:08.00]When she's saying that I'm like a disease
当她说着我就像一种病
[02:13.00]Then I wonder how much more I can stand
我想知道自己还能忍下多少
[02:17.00]Well I guess I should stick up for myself
好吧也许我该为自己撑腰
[02:21.00]But I really think it's better this way
但是我却觉得现在这样更好
[02:26.00]The more you suffer
你忍受了越多
[02:28.00]The more it shows you really care Right?
就越彰显你的真心对吗
Now I'll relate this little bit
现在我要稍微讲道
That happens more than I'd like to admit
事情超出了我能接受的范围
Late at night she knocks on my door
夜深的时候她来敲我家的门
Drunk again and looking to score
又喝醉了，想要
Now I know I should say no
现在我知道自己应该拒绝
But that's kind of hard when she ready to go
但是当她真的要走说不却好难
I may be dumb But I'm not a dweeb
也许我有些迟钝但我并不傻
I'm just a sucker with no self esteem
我就是个毫无自尊的呆瓜