Self Esteem
I wrote her off for the tenth time today
今天第十次劃去了她的名字
And practiced all the things I would say
又練習了一遍所有要說的話
But she came over
但是她走來
I lost my nerve
我膽怯語塞
I took her back and made her dessert
我帶她回家又給她做甜點
Now I know Im being used
現在我知道自己被利用了
Thats okay man cause I like the abuse
沒關係兄弟因為我喜歡被濫用
I know she playing with me
我知道她在玩弄我
Thats okay cause Ive got no self esteem
沒關係兄弟因為我沒有自尊
We make plans to go out at night
我們約定好晚上出去晃
I wait till 2 then I turn out the light
我等到凌晨2點然後熄了燈
All these rejections got me so low
所有的這些拒絕讓我如此消沉
If she keeps it up I just might tell her so
如果她一直這樣我會告訴她情況
[01:59.00]When shes saying that she wants only me
當她說著她要的只是我
[ 02:04.00]Than I wonder why she sleeps with my friends
我想知道為什麼她和我的朋友們上床
[02:08.00]When shes saying that Im like a disease
當她說著我就像一種病
[02:13.00]Then I wonder how much more I can stand
我想知道自己還能忍下多少
[02:17.00]Well I guess I should stick up for myself
好吧也許我該為自己撐腰
[02:21.00]But I really think its better this way
但是我卻覺得現在這樣更好
[02:26.00]The more you suffer
你忍受了越多
[02:28.00]The more it shows you really care Right?
就越彰顯你的真心對嗎
Now Ill relate this little bit
現在我要稍微講道
That happens more than Id like to admit
事情超出了我能接受的範圍
Late at night she knocks on my door
夜深的時候她來敲我家的門
Drunk again and looking to score
又喝醉了，想要
Now I know I should say no
現在我知道自己應該拒絕
But thats kind of hard when she ready to go
但是當她真的要走說不卻好難
Imay be dumb But Im not a dweeb
也許我有些遲鈍但我並不傻
Im just a sucker with no self esteem
我就是個毫無自尊的呆瓜